Hey, I love you. I know you are not going to respond. I felt that I am god damn it lucky to have a person like you. I just told you I will stop liking you, but you know... I couldn't do it. So hard. You know every single thing of mine, and I'm willingly letting you know. That's just so not me. You're the first, and I hope there will be no more person like you. Who the hell wants to let other people knows every single details?

Everything remains the same, but I want something special. See... creature like me, I just don't get enough. I just don't know what the heck I want for real. I say it out, I keep some. I said I don't want this, but actually I want it. I don't get myself either. Difficult.

越挫越勇吗？真的吗？我好怕。