Yesterday was technically a day off for me from mom. She went to her factory with the client? I think. So, I decided to stay home after passing up my homework. Well, I was wrong. I called the babi[s] and had lunch with them. Then we continuously hang out, went to their class, went to Kevin's place, went to Taylor's lake side campus to have dinner, and enjoy the nice air and long-man-tai-hak view. That was fun. Fetch C back to Klang and I flew back home. ha-ha. Get home around 915pm. Well, I was saying that I'm gonna stay home and do my next homework, but I get back home at 9 something. So, that's for the day. No homework and the work out session is like 5 minutes only. I'm gonna get killed.

Today I woke up at 8 in the morning. Went out for breakfast and had a little conversation with my love one of course. This is a must. As usual and always. Now, I'm doing my homework which due at 4/4. I do not want to countdown the date, it's killing me softly somehow. ha-ha. So much going on now. Applying this, canceling that. I'm so blur now. Damn!

Hey, I want to tell you that is not me being cold you know. I really do concern you. But sometimes I'm like an idiot and don't know what to say or do, so I choose to be quiet. I know it breaks your heart. I'm so sorry about it.

I guess mood swings really fast. Nope. Nothing happen. It's just... things went really awful when you find it hard to complete or I should say solve. Another sleepless night? I don't know. I was very tired. Then, I don't felt it anymore. It kills me to be so useless. I know I've promise. But I can't help it. It's non of our fault. Is just me being too sensitive.  I am happy all the time and I love the life like this. Stress? Perhaps. I'm so tired of this. I want to sleep, but not with tears. But seems like the tears inside me are overload, so it can't help but falling out naturally. I, me, myself don't even know what's the reason for dropping tears. Sigh. Good night. I just want to be quiet and feel the loneliness. 

So, today we went out in the morning around 945 to One Utama. I had Starbucks as usual. Applied one card and replace another one for mom. Today was freaking cold and I am shaking but I still insist of ordering the Dark Mocha to try it out. The man said Dark Mocha was very good tasting. So, I have to try it just to have the same taste with the man. I miss him. Mom was having some personal meeting with a friend. I was hanging around the mall, after the meeting we had dinner at 3JC. I didn't eat much cause that coffee I had makes me feel so full. Bought a durian for Ms Chan and we went to her place. Another 4 hours personal meeting. I was so sleepy and I keep on text the man. Thank god I had him to entertained. If not, I'm gonna bored to death. Well, the dinner tonight was a little bit much. I think I'm gonna work out tomorrow. Cause I feel not so good about it. After the meeting we went to auntie house and have our dinner/dessert. Well the dessert makes me remind of the man. It actually makes everyone remind of the man cause when we have this, we all were talking about him. ha-ha! Get home, finish my homework which only a little bit of touch up and woala! I'm done. ha-ha! Bath and mask and skype with the man. Yay!

♥ note for you my man!!

Woke up 4 in the morning today. Slept back around 7 and woke up at 9. Exhausted! Well, we went for light hunting today and luckily we got what we want. But the consequences is our neck is like going to break off anytime. DUH!!!! Then I went to Taipan for my other stuff... I was so freaking tired. When I get back home, I talked to the man and went for a long nap. Well, the bad thing is my man is not having a good nap cause he is a very popular man and everyone loves him. His phone keep on ringing and he only slept for 15 minutes. My pity baby... Seriously, I'm gonna handle all the phone call for him. 

I thought I'm gonna do my touch up today, but seem like that's not gonna happen cause I'm laying on the bed. Tomorrow perhaps. Well, tomorrow will be another busy day as well. But I'm going to have my Starbucks tomorrow morning. I hope it won't get too busy cause I need to touch up my stuff. Dang!!

♥ note for the special one. ^_^

Rushing for assignment last night. I think I nailed it. I drag 3 babi[s] along and do it together with me. Well, I had lunch with them at first. Cause I've dated Chloe to the city for my accessory hunting. We went to Taipan to look for it just in case they have it there. When we about to give up, then Kevin Ho saw the shop. Thank god the shop have everything. Bought some stuff and called G see if she want to tag along to my place. Went to Kevin's place and that babi psycho throw his stupid bird to me and make my blackberry fall. Damn it! Now my phone is having some problem in the screen. Idiot la! Geram betul. Among those babi[s] only Chloe helps me on my homework, those two was busying playing with their own stuff. They were watching horror video clip some more. Lebih!! 

So, today I kinda do the presentation about my assignment. Well, I was asked to go home and do some more touch up for my decoration. Damn! I am totally speechless. LOL. Overall, today was a freaking hectic day. Went up and down for Iphone 4  and other stuff. Gosh! I'm so tired but luckily I have 2 coffee today. If not now, I'm already dead. LOL. I"m kidding. 

Stitch!!! Letter for you!!

Kinda Busy Day

 

H ♥ J

Well, today I was suppose to go Petaling Street a.k.a China Town to buy some materials for my mask, one of my assignment. Grace agreed to go with me and then she f.f.k me. So, last night, I went to IOI Mall to hunt for materials. The result is.. NON! Damn! This is hard! I was freaking out now. Called C and she said today she can't go with me. Only tomorrow.. So, tomorrow it is. I hope I can get it done though. I have one more standby just in case I ruin one. Well, I think I already ruined it. LOL. 

Last night was like the freaking awful awkward god damn it moment for us. I am stressing out because of those stupid material. He was kinda moody because of his meeting, and other stuff. We both are having own problem. He was trying to cheer me up even though he was moody. I am being selfish and wanting him to cheer me up and didn't notice his mood wasn't good at that moment also. So, I broke his heart. For the first time, I seriously think that I'm really selfish for being so self-center. That night, I can't sleep. I keep on thinking about what is wrong with me. Yes, I'm having period, I am suffering menstrual pain. But that doesn't means I can simply put the blame on the other half of mine. Hey, I'm so sorry. Please forgive me, will ya? I buy you BR ice cream since today is pink day we get buy one scoop get one free. Okay? ha-ha. 

I've been very hardworking on painting my mask. I'm going crazy for it also. Can I just buy one ready mask and pass it up? The answer is no. Cause the material was specially request so that we can't go buy it and pass it up. How stupid I am to have the thought. Dang!

I'm moody. Mood swings. I'm having the freaking menstrual pain. It technically killing me. I have to pass up the mask assignment on Friday. Yet, nothing I found to decorate it. I could only go to Petaling Street to look for it. No one can go with me and I don't know how. I'm so freaking down and I feel like crying. I have to finish those freaking stuff before Thursday. Or else I'm not gonna work it out. This is killing me. Why would I get myself into these freaking mess? I can't stop questioning about it. 

Menstrual pain is killing. No matter how hard the man try to cheer me up, he can't do it. I'm just really so not in the mood. I'm worried about the assignment. I feel like crying like a baby and go to sleep. I don't want to think about it. I keep buying things that I do not use but I keep thinking that I might need that on my assignment. I am feeling insecure, I am feeling nervous. I don't know if I'm feeling anxiety or what. This feeling kills me. I felt so bad for him though.

Hey S, a little love note for ya!

Done For The Final Exam

Went back from Port Dickson last night. Had a little chat with mom, drink some fruit juice, sleep for a little while and chat with the man. At 930pm I realize that I forget to buy the art block. I rush to Popular @ The Curve, by the time I get there, the gate were pulled down. So, to calm myself down, I went to the only shop that hasn't closed on that time --Starbucks. I got myself a Java Chip venti size. That was so nice. When I get back,  talked to the man that I speed, I pointed my middle finger to another driver cause he block my entrance. I was rushing and he still purposely block the entrance and do the freaking smile at me. Damn him. Then my classmates told me that we can either bring the A4 size art block or A4 paper. Dang!

Today, I woke up late cause I study till 4 in the morning. My alarm did rang but I didn't notice it. When I get up, the time was 7:39am already. Went out around 8:10am and get to the college on time. Holy mama! I almost get myself a heart attack. Well, everything was quite ok. I can answer every question and I am not sure about the design only. Now, I don't even want to think about it. I was planning to buy something at Pyramid. But someone ask me to stay until tomorrow only go buy. Such a little baby. When I get home, the moving company's people come and do the valuation. Then me and mommy went to Paparich for lunch, after that we went to the bank and do the credit card stuff. Mom get me one too! Not happy too fast, that is just allowance exchange jek. duh.... Anyways, thanks mom. Better than non right?

When we get back, I went to take a nap. I was so freaking tired as I didn't sleep much on the other night. I totally ignore the man. I felt so guilty. Ha-ha. Every time when I woke up or come back from somewhere, the first thing I'm gonna do is open the laptop and click to his page/website. He always wrote some funny stuff or touching story to melts me. This time, we chat on skype, he did a little romantic thing and I cried. Seriously, I cried because of touch and missing. That moment was so precious, so special. He did felt bad cause I cried. Then, he did some funny stuff and make me laugh like mad cow. DANG!!! No more image. haha. It's simple but so much love inside. It's hard to find someone who loves you as much as you love him. I found one, I treasure this so much. When the time is right, it will be announce. 

Anyways, there's a short little letter for you Mr. I miss you. =D

Detox Camp @ Port Dickson

Today is the first day of the detox camp which everyone needs to drink fruit juice instead of eating. Busy from the morning until night. It was fun but I have to study for my final so I have to get back to my room and study. I miss the special one badly, like really bad kind of bad. I miss the voice, the laugh, the face and everything about it. If the special one is here, that would be perfect. 

Mom told me that tomorrow is the "Super Moon" which the moon's position nearest to the earth. Mom told me to stay away from the sea just in case something happen. Last time when there's "Super Moon" at 2006, before a week Tsunami strike Phuket Island. These days, too many devastating news pop out and making people live in fear. I hope things will be better. Its sad to know that people die. 

Well, jungle tracking tomorrow... If you are here, I will have much more fun. Too bad you are not. I miss you a lot bii...  

Bed Time Story

There is a girl. She missed the boy badly. The boy is not here. But he always did something very sweet to make her happy. Every time she talks about him, her eyes sparkles. She can't hide it and she never wanted to hide. She loves him so much. They looks like from a different background, but so many things are the same. They have the same thoughts, same goals, same love. They are deeply crazily in love. The thing is, the girl haven't tell the family about him yet. She felt that its really unfair to him. But, the girl do not have the guts to do so because if she does, she can't handle what is going to happen. 

She miss him like crazy. She loves him deeply. She is kind of obsessed about him. He is such a lovable man, very lovable. She always worry that someone random will appear and discover that the boy is actually a lovable and nice young man. She is terrified that he might left her for someone else. He is too good to be true. Is that so? No matter if that is or not, the girl is very selfish and never want to let other knows about it. Somehow, she is very proud of the boy. He is a very potential young man. He is matured, stable, thoughtful person. He loves her, loves her family and friends as well. She is very appreciate about it. She won't say that's an unconditional love, but this love is worth more than ever.

Something happen couple nights ago, it bothers them two. They never fought, they won't fight. They communicate and try to understand each other. People never realize how hard or nearly incredible that two person meet, know each other, and fall in love. The girl thinks that fight will affect the love between them. She do not want to hurt the love one. But somehow, boy said something that affect girl's feeling. Everyone knows that the girl is a cold person when she is a stranger, but she is very passion when she's with the friends. Maybe the girl didn't show the real feeling or face expression that's why the boy misunderstood. Luckily everything went well. They were relieve. 

They have the strongest relationship ever. Nothing seems to be able to knock them down already. They will be stronger when they support each other. -The End-

Middle of the night, I can't really sleep. Mood swings. I don't know why. I felt so down all of the sudden. I was very busy. I love being busy someway somehow so that I don't have to miss someone so badly. It's all because of the distance. I do not want to bother much, I don't want to be the control freak or psychotic bitch who calls every single minute. I love freedom, having own time and space. So, I will do the same to the other half. Should I announce or not? I am hesitating. It's risk but yet it seems so right. Maybe is not the right time yet. Not now. Although I am busy, but I am happy. I miss all my babi[s]. I miss the time we always hang out together, talking crap, fooling ourselves or fooling other people. But, I gotta move on. We spend time lesser, but, S was right. Seem like I only have the babi[s] gang of friends. My old school mates are like MIA. The truth is, I was the one who being cold. I always have thought that I am a very warm, out going person. Then, S's parents said that I look like a very cold and care about nothing kind of person. Then, Carrie said I am a very cold person and people who doesn't know me, they do not dare to come near me. Cause I have a pair of cold eyes. WTH? Do I? I laugh about it, but now, I have to admit. Yea, I'm cold. I cares about nothing unless is about me and about someone I care. I never want to hurt someone, I never want to be hurt. So, I stay for a distance. I'm glad to have close friends though. I love you guys!! I'm glad/bless/thankful to have someone knows me like he puts a CCTV inside me. He always knew what I'm thinking and my expression. One single movement, he knows exactly what I'm thinking. How awesome?! It's really hard to have someone like this and I'm glad I found one. I was trying to write and makes myself sleepy. BUT!! I don't really felt sleepy and I'm so energetic instead! Something is really bothering me. I don't want to think about it but yet, now, I keep on thinking about it. Is it because of the sleepless night? I think. I'm scare to face it, but I know I have to face it. I am scare that after those person knows the fact, they will have big reaction. That is the last thing I want to see. 

Talk about other things. After the graduation. I want to work. I want to fly here and there. Stay in another country for a little while. Work in a big firm. Have a wonderful working life/love life. Then built a wonderful yet romantic family. I always think about future and always think too far. Do you think is way too far? I don't think so. Because in a blink of your eyes, things change and time flies. I just want my life to be in the right track. I don't want a wild life. Peace, calm, steady, safe, healthy, happy, love... are all the requirement of my future. I want a surprising proposal, lovely wedding, peaceful family, healthy life, steady job, remarkable income, extraordinary financial... LOL... I can't stop dreaming. You can't stop me dream about the things I wanted to dream. I want a peaceful life but not really normal kind of life. Well, lets continue dreaming. It's just a dream. Whatever.

Well, I was quite busy these few days for doing my homework and study for exam. Now, house moving. But things might have a little bit of changes. I'm not going to tell yet. Mom just bought few iPhone 4. Yes, you are right! Few!! I am busying Jailbreaking for her. So, I was doing my mask, studying, jail breaking and chatting. This is how my day goes. I'm so freaking hungry...

Sick Baby

爱心鸡汤和面线

Someone feel sick. I've prepare the homemade Chicken Soup and homemade Mee Sua for him to warm up his tummy. YUMMEH!!! I hope this can make up your day since you've been driving crazy by other stuff.

I'm finally done with my assignment, but there's more coming up ahead. Sigh. Too much going on and I'm going crazy. I don't want to eat to release my stress. But this seems like the best way for me. Cause my pocket money has been deducted. I can't shop to release my stress. I'm missing that person. I wonder if that person feel the same?

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I'm freaking tired and finally I'm done rushing my homework. Hell Yea!!! I'm not gonna blog! Bye~

Family Gathering

We had our family dinner at Tenji. AGAIN!! Well, this place is the most suitable place for 16 person. Seriously. It's buffet, more choices, more food, HD and BR ice-cream... What's more? Had a lot of fun at the dinner. Then we have second round at 2nd auntie's house. We were watching movie and I went home half way cause I realize that I left my tools at Puchong and for other reason. I went to Sg Buloh to clean up the room for my uncle--mom's brother and auntie, packed a little stuff and move my ass to Puchong. On the way back, there's an accident. Car crash like pizza!! Seriously. I wonder how they drive. Rush home and clean up myself and blog. ha-ha. I was missing someone. Recently, I found out that, me myself always say something stupid and hurt people's feeling. I admit that and I've thought about it on the way back to Sg Buloh. It's not appropriate to say things like that, it might be funny at that moment but it somehow hurt someone's feeling in someway. I didn't mean to. I have to watch my stupid mouth. Damn myself. So much going on lately. I feel bad. Fight with mother, acting like a child in the age of 23?! I'm so done! Will go back to Sg Buloh the next day morning. Meet up with the aunties and mom and will have breakfast together. I guess... I don't know if I can wake up that early. Have to work hard for my homework. Pray for me!!

Today is a a not so great day. If you watch the news, you will know that Japan experience the earthquake this morning or afternoon. Other country like Taiwan will hit by the tsunami as well. I'm kinda worry about my friends who study at there.

Mother fucker sucky day as the conclusion. Damn you! No mood already.

Woke up early today. Fetch HunYee from his school cause he's not feeling well. Then I went for material shopping at Popular. Well, my car has been attacked by those ants because I parked down the tree when I'm at Sg Buloh. I washed my car for 3 freaking hours only that I can finally clear.. not really clear all ants. Damn! They are so freaking much!!! Can't really get rid of them. After the wash, I was shaking my ass off. I guess I'm too hungry. Talk to J for a little while and draw my clothing thingy. Damn! It was harder than I thought. I spend 2 hours and draw 10 outfits. Shoot!!! I have to work harder to complete everything including designing the whole thing. I really don't know what the hell I get myself into now!!

Stayed home all day. Sketching my clothing thingy. Online, watching some video on YouTube and ate some junk food which will make myself regret to death. Work out a little bit but, that do not cover up what I've ate. Damn!! I'm waiting for someone. That person was having some shopping spree. I hope everything is alright. I just miss you damn much!!

Gathering

Yesterday I went to class and we were doing mask. Some freaks ruin my mask. I have to re-do it again. Damn!! This week will be a very exciting and hectic week for me. I have bunch of assignment to pass up on next Monday. I was freaking tired and I slept early.

Today, woke up at 9 and have some fun with the phone. Played with the baby and the dog. Called someone really special today. I'm glad I cheer him up while he was having the most terrible moment at his school dealing with a super freak. I went out at 4 to Pyramid to meet up with the babi[s], pay the bills, bought some material for my assignment. Gosh I have to buy something every week for my assignment!! Damn!! Luckily mom said this will be sponsor by her. Had some junk food while we were waiting for others. Went to Redbox which is freaking expensive and damn not nice. Sang there for 4 hours. The room is freaking small and they only provide 3 mics. Damn!! We will never ever went there anymore. I prefer Neway seriously.

Stitch send me a picture while I was singing. He sent a Mocha with a shopping bag. Immediately I knew what he bought. SO FREAKING SWEET!! Thanks!!!! I love it.. Really love it!!!

Sunday Blue~

When I ended my previous relationship, I thought maybe I would have take a break with all these mess. Stop involving myself into the love game. I was tired and fed up being with someone. I was tired to built a new relationship. To start a new relationship is really complicated. Not that easy I mean.

Mr S's note

So, today we went for exercise again. Play for few hours and went to car wash, pump the petrol, and buy some drinking water at the petrol station. I was so freaking tired but yet, I have to leave the house before 4. When I get home, I was so smelly and tired. I packed all my stuff and went back to Puchong. I miss the baby so much. I was wanting to go hug him when I reach the house. BUT!!! When I get home and went off the car running into the house, I kinda felt a creature starring straight at me. I saw a freaking dog!!! A Labrador Retriever -- Coco! Damn she was so freaking cute!! I fell in love with her. Is this love in first sight? ha-ha! I had fun with her and totally forget about the baby. NAH~ I won't!! Because of the baby was sleeping, I went down there and played with Coco.  I'm in love with her. She's such a baby. Yea, she is only 4 months old. LOL. I was looking for those pet's app for dear coco pie. 

Awww... Coco pie makes me don't want to move to the new condo. I want to have a dog as well...

Well, I am doing my homework which I already planned to not doing it anymore. I'll just go to the class with the sketches. I don't care anymore. ha-ha! 

p/s: I miss you.

Exercise~

Went to exercise early in the morning with the family. Play for few hours. When we get back I was tired like gila babi. Went to had our lunch at Dao Heong Chicken Rice. Get wasted I mean tired. Talked to someone then took a 2 hours nap. haha. Drank my fruit juice and call someone again. Well, the god damn skype is really driving us crazy. Idiotic!!! I asked someone to buy me a Starbucks tumbler from the other country. Hahahaha!! I'm getting a new tumbler soon~~~ Well, I'm going back to Puchong soon after I have my next game session. I miss the baby!!!! I miss the man!!! I miss Mr J and Mr S and Mr S.Bob!!

My Heart Melts Every Single Day

I meet someone really romantic. He's like the sweetest candy. He's my favorite person in the world!! I love you~ Anyways, I keep on rejecting outing with my babi[s]. Seriously, I miss all of them so much. So freaking much! If not because of moving house and mom's here, I already went out with them long time ago. Well, this few days I'm really confuse about the thing between me and mom. She's keep on complaining and irritating me. Uhhh!!! Damn!! I know something is wrong with my attitude. I shouldn't be like this. But.. Okay~ I'm finding excuses for myself. I know I can do better. Is the matter of want or don't want.

I always heard some guy complain about their girlfriend. They always say how bad how awful their girlfriend is. Actually, if they treat their girl right, their girl could be an angel. If they treat their girl bad, their girl will be the worst person in the world. But, somehow, it's not all the guys fault. It's depends on how they look at their relationship. If they appreciate each other, love will goes on and on. 

I knew a girl long time ago. She dated few guys and she always think that no guy suit her. Cause those ex[s] always complain about her. She can't really be herself. She already did the best she can be, entertaining the guy, but still the guy is not satisfied. He wants she to be the one he wanted she to be. That's not her! That's like pretending to be another person. Then she met another guy, she was so scared to get into another relationship. But that guy shows her that he really into her and wants to be with her. He's very kind and not  like a psycho control freak boyfriend. Always want the girlfriend to look like someone else. She had a boyfriend once who pretend to be very nice, and said he don't mind how the girl look like. Then the girl was very happy and be herself. Who knows the guy complain to another girl about how ugly the girl look like and never wants to make up. WTF?! So, after meeting this guy the girl is really appreciate to this guy who cherish her so much. Treating her like an angel. Making her smile all the time. I think, this is the way a couple should be like. No one is perfect, but together they can make the love perfect. Don't you think so?

What a day! I woke up at 730 in the morning. Went out at 750. Had breakfast with aunt and cousin and a family friend. Went to our new condo, went to the interior designer office and discuss about the details. Kena cucuk by my mother because I was playing Mahjong while they are talking. She said I did not listen to them. WTF?! I did. But because I was sleepy so I have to play some game. Whatever. I do not like to explain. Say whatever you want. I don't give a shit about it. Like I care. duh.

Went home and I am god damn it sleepy and since Mr S is busy with his stuff. I decided to take a nap instead of waiting or listening to mom's nagging. Ya, maybe I really don't have the heart to do it. I admit that. So?

This Is The Perfect Life I Guess

23岁

她陪你参加你朋友的婚礼。

婚礼上新郎亲吻新娘。

你搂着身边的她说：我们也结婚吧。

她偏偏挣脱你的怀抱扭过头，

我才不要嫁给你呢。

脸上却都是甜蜜。

25岁

你们结了婚。

卧室里，客厅里挂满了你们的结婚照。

你搂着她喊：×太太、×太太……

她像每一个疼爱丈夫的小妻子一样，

每天早上帮你备好早餐、挤好牙膏、选好今天要搭配的领带。

你出门前会在她额上印一个吻。

下了班，买些她喜欢的水果回来。

她最爱吃桃子，又很讨厌外面那层茸毛。

你总是洗干净再给她。

吃过晚饭，你总要和她争电视。

她要看八点档的肥皂剧，你要看球赛。

她争不过你，就垂下脑袋一副委屈的小模样。

你便会乖乖把遥控器让给她。

这招百试百灵。

28岁

她为你生了个可爱的孩子，张得像她多一些。

你总说：怎么长的像你啊，那么丑，将来找不到媳婦怎么办 ?

要是像我多好，肯定是个大帅哥。

但是，每次抱在怀里都舍不得放手。

逢人就夸：我儿子特聪明，像我。

晚上小家伙哭的厉害，她怕影响你休息，整晚都不敢睡熟。

孩子一动就马上醒来轻轻的哄着。

他说，长大了要让儿子当科学家，多有出息。

她说，要当宇航员，那样才酷。

你们吵架了。你很生气。

下了班故意约了几个朋友聚一聚，很晚才回家。

打开门就看见半躺在沙发上睡着的她。

桌子上的菜还冒着热气，不知被加热了多少次。

你突然就忘了生气的原因。

轻轻抱起她回了卧室。

33岁

你下班回家，她正系着围裙在厨房忙着做饭，或者煮粥。

你扔下公文包，扯了领带。

就走过去从后面抱住她。

她拍开你的手，

去去去，快去洗澡去，一身的汗味儿。

于是，你就扯着你刚上幼儿园的儿子进了浴室。

她从厨房出来，看到的就是地板上散满家里两个男子汉的衣服。

一大一小两个男人把小小的浴室折腾的一片狼藉。

她正想埋怨你又弄脏了她好不容易脱好的地，

听见里面你和孩子的打闹声，又忍不住笑出来。

到了周末，你们会领着儿子去游乐园。

儿子走累了，就闹着要你抱。

你一只手抱着儿子，一只手牵着她。

你觉得自己特伟大。

40岁

情人节

你买了一大束玫瑰给她。

她埋怨你都40岁的人了还玩年轻人的把戏，没个正经。

却又忙着找来花瓶，想着摆在哪里最合适。

你坐在电脑前制文件，她就煮一杯咖啡给你。

你让她先去睡。

她说她不困，再陪你一会儿。

46岁

晚上她肚子疼的厉害。你吓坏了。

6层楼，你背着她没有停下来喘一口气。

其实你已经很久没有背过她了，

她突然发现你的背已经不似从前那般宽广、厚实。

她有点心疼，坚持自己走，你不让。

她问你，是不是很累？

你说：就算到了80岁，我还是能背的动你。

只是个小手术，你却小心的不得了。

又是煲汤，又是煮饭。

很长时间不许她做家务。

她只能看着笨手笨脚的你把家里搞的一团糟。

原来这么多年，你们从未改变。

53岁

你们的儿子也结婚了，儿媳妇很贤惠。

只是他们工作在外，都不再身边。

她常常念叨着想儿子，

担心儿子只顾着忙不知道注意身体，

想见他又怕影响她工作。

你怪她操太多心，

却又偷偷背着她给儿子大电话，要他有空常回来看看。

你年轻时落下的毛病，天冷的时候关节老是疼。

天一转凉，她就早早备好御寒的衣物。

每次你出门，总要叮嘱你多穿件衣服。

你嘴上嫌她碎碎念，每次却都按她说的做。

60岁

你孙子都要上小学了。

你退休了，她也老了。

头上的白发遮也遮不住。

你喜欢早上去打打太极，

有时候也会陪她去买菜，

或是到中心广场看扭秧歌。

过马路的时候还是习惯伸手去拉她。

倒是她变得不好意思，

她说，一把年纪了，也不怕别人笑话。

70岁

你坐在藤椅上，看报纸。

你的眼睛已经有些看不清了，必须带着眼镜。

她就坐在你身边，翻着泛黄的相册。

现在的你们常常回忆起过去的事。

你们相知、相识。

你们结婚、生子。

你对她说，

刚认识她时觉得她傻乎乎的，像个长不大的孩子。

你看现在，

脸上都是皱纹了、腰弯了、牙齿也松了。

变成老太婆了。

她说，

恋爱的时候她的朋友总夸你帅气，脾气又好。

羡慕的不得了。

只有她知道其实你毛病多着呢。

你哈哈笑，你说这么多年你还不是一样都忍过来了。

你们年轻的时候，总是想老了以后会怎么怎么样。

没想到，这么一个转身，

一辈子真的就这么过来了。

80岁

她的身体越来越不好。

脑子也开始迷糊，一句话反反复复会说上好几遍。

一会儿看不见你，就会像孩子一样慌起来。

后来，她在病床上的时候对你说，

她这辈子最幸福的事就是能嫁给你。

你说，你这辈子最幸运的事就是遇见了她。

在这个世界上，

一定有一个这样的你和她吧 ?

一定有像你们一样幸福的人吧 ?

多么地羡慕这样幸福的你们。

而这一生，

如果能找到一个像你或像她这样的爱人。

那么，

不管要走多远的路，都会是值得的。

Fate Brought Love

For Stitch

I'm Back~

It's been forever that I didn't update my poor little bloggi~ LOL. The previous week was hectic for me. My best friend come back from Australia, mom went back. This means PARTYYYYYY.... Well, due to our slowly aging attitude, we didn't party. We just went out shopping, meeting up with old friends, singing, gossiping and that's it. Nothing related with alcohol. Yea, there's nothing would related to alcohol cause that particular person is not beside me and I don't dare to drink. Yeap~ p/s: The photos will be uploaded soon after I come back from school.

I didn't stick with Carrie 24/7. I went to Genting for Amway's motivation talking thingy and this meeting was great. I have to admit I am fully motivated and something is running in my mind. No~ I'm not going to ask my friend to join as I know myself I would not want to join either. Well, something other than this is running in my mind. I met Kang's parents. WOW! haha! This is the only thing I can say. Glad to meet them. They are really nice people. Like father like son I should say. I think of him when I see his father, because they are totally the same pattern. Full of joy when they are around. =]

As for my Stitch. I miss you. Very much. I know you've been waiting to read my blog. I'm so sorry about this. I was tired and lazy and wanted to sleep. Please forgive me. Haha! See! Now, I've blog! Go celebrate with a glass of champaign.