Saturday, April 30, 2011

So, I over night at my new place. It was so great! Seriously! I love it! I love my bed. I'm so in  love with it until I don't want to get up. I watched Red Riding Hood yesterday with my friends. Well, surprising the trailer did a great job and prank us. Duh! Still, Amanda Seyfried is so pretty! Get home at 11. Busy doing the curtain and bedsheets. Waited for the man. Sigh! I just don't want to talk about it. Heartbroken. Anyways, today is a very good day. I can't wait to move everything to here.

For my naughty boy.

Thursday, April 28, 2011

The mood went from 60% to -100% straight away. Speechless.

Tuesday, April 26, 2011

De.li.cious.

I skipped class today. I mean I had an hour Fashion Merchandising class but then I left early because of the house renovation thingy. But today is the two days class squeeze into one day cause we are having public holiday in the coming week and the week after will be our mid term test which is so hectic. I hope I can get through this though cause I will be dead if I failed any of the subject. Everything goes well today. I mean everything! Yay me!! House is getting ready in 3 days and I can't wait to move in to my house my own room! How awesome is that?! After the house viewing thing and other stuff for the new house... calling 9876543234567 times off phone call to different person, I went to Sunway to grab lunch with my babi[s] Grace, Shirley, Vince and hmmm... Kelvin. Well, I miss the man and too bad I was too busy today and I was starving like I can eat a cow. I have no time chatting but eat. Yea, I choose to eat over him cause I feel that I'm gonna die if I still pressing the phone. LOL. I'm so sorry baby, I was busy. I am so so sorry!

After the lunch we all went back to our own place. I was exhausted and J ask me to bath and nap for awhile while he's going for his gym session. Then! I was worried about the lighting thing that arrived this afternoon, so I pick up my bag again and called another two babi[s] Chloe and Kevin see if they want to follow. Pick them up from their place and went to my new place! YAY! If you can see my face, you'll see panda driving. LOL. So, after we reach there, making sure of those stuff and discuss about the Wednesday stuff. Thanks for coming to help guys! I actually said it in advance. If you guys ffk me I will let you die. 

Got back finally! And I literary die. I mean pengsan. Uhh...
So, did my homework and talked to the man. He was so lovable and missing so much! Love love love! 

Sunday, April 24, 2011

My roomie~


We had our dinner at Friday to celebrate Kelvin's birthday.

The babi[s]


The babi[s] and Mr Elvis Presley
So, today was a very kns day. Why? Cause I messed up. I should pay for the balance at Harvey Norman first but then I pay for Seng Heng. I think I screw up. I feel so bad. 
Anyways, I took G with me all day long. She was the first babi who view my new house(still under renovation). We went up and down from 11am. It's so tiring seriously.
Duh... I'm gonna make it short. 
We celebrate Kelvin's birthday. Before that, me and chloe and grace and vince hang out together and chat. It was a great moment as I didn't meet up with them for quite a long time.
Overall, I MISS MY MR.J SO FREAKING MUCH! Well, I was starring at his photo. LOL. 
Good night!

Saturday, April 23, 2011

Friday

Today is Good Friday but is non of my business anyway cause I'm not in any religion. Well, my homeworks has been rejected and need to do it again. In fact, everyone in the class need to do it again. WTH?! Anyways, I discovered a new way back home that can avoid the massive jam. Yay~ 

Sigh~ still tons of work to do. House moving really soon. I mean, that's gonna makes me unpack stuff like crazy seriously. Tomorrow I'm gonna bring Gracie babi to the new house and have a look at the finish progress. DUH~

S, your notes.

Friday, April 22, 2011

China Town a.k.a Petaling Street

Well, today was quite a day. First, the class is like....*silent*/do our own stuff and nothing. BUT! One of my friend JunXiang told HuiYi that there's a very funny video about a Hong Kong porn movie which comment by a Hong Kong comedian. That's the video. Seriously, we were laughing so hard and loud that other classmate were like shocking and starring at us. Yikes!


So, we were suppose to show the progress on our own research book today. I don't have enough ingredients and the Arctic Fox theme is a piece of shit! I changed it to Cherry Blossom a.k.a Sakura. Well, it's not change actually, Sakura is my another theme, I was doing two but seems like the stupid fox is not going to work out. Now hubby boy is so gonna be thrill cause I don't have to do the fox thing which he hates the most. I love fox, but he hates that I love it. So.. so weird. LOL. I'm just kidding. He just don't like me to relate the 'fox' word to myself. That's all. Such a cute little boy. I love him so much! Continue the conversation... due to lack of ingredients, we went to China town this afternoon. Freaking hot and sweaty. We as in me, HuiYi, LiWei, Eileen and Amanda. Seriously, the weather was so FREAKING HOT! And then it rains. WTF?! Bought some materials and went back home. You think I'm gonna call it a day? Nah! Cause when I get back, I was dealing with the moving stuff. Is like still having tons of things haven't completed yet. I called the lighting company and the person who follow our order never pick up her god damn it 9 9 phone for 2 freaking days. DUH! Then I realize the gave a 11 digits number fixed line phone number? WTF again! Where am I suppose to call to? Damn! So, the most important thing is the lighting thing cause I have to ask them to deliver it before the renovation team leave. WTF I have to go to the shop tomorrow morning which I thought I can sleep later cause I will have an afternoon class. I need to go check out their shop see if last time me and mom are seeing 'those thing' or the shop is really exist. Then I need to go collect the Plus One card from Ms Gan auntie at Sg Buloh! Ahhh~~~~ I wish I could fly. Oh yea! Then I can pick up the curtain at Sg Buloh as well. Ok! I'm so good in multitasking. 

Oh my hubby boy is back. I'm gonna stop here. No love letter or notes for him cause I'm freaking tired and I am going to faint soon. Anyways, baby! You know you love me~ I love you too! haha

Thursday, April 21, 2011

I wish you can talk to me even though I am freaking busy. I don't mind giving up some time for you cause you are the special one. Don't be afraid that you might interrupt me, if I'm really can't listen to you I will let you know. It's sad to know when I realize I am not helping at all. Is not like you MUST tell me everything, but I would like to be the one who you can talk to. At least you do. I'm just simply heartbroken. 

Tuesday, April 19, 2011

Today is the last day for my man's mid term exam. But I think he kinda screwed up the last paper. He's watching a love movie that I asked him to download few days ago. Well, that's a love romance kinda movie and surprisingly he's willing to watch. Guys usually don't watch this kind of movie, but he did it for me although I said I want to watch it together with him when he gets back. But, never mind I know he will watch it again with me because he is such a sweet baby. You know, I always been a very huge fan for romance movie. I love to watch it at night or during rainy day. It's kinda sad and makes me really missing the love one. So, the coming new house will going to have tons of DVD and it's not pirated one! I'm going to do a collection. Yay!

Today's class is ok. As usual, it's hard to follow up and understand cause the accent of the lecturer is totally different to ours. Is not I'm teasing at other people it's just I have to ask my classmate to make sure what is she saying. LOL. Well, we have assignment every single day. It's crazy but still I'm ok with it. Learned a new way to go back home. Thanks to one of my new friend. She's nice! So, those next assignments I'm gonna get busy is all driving me nuts. I hope I have 48 hours a day, but even if I got I will still don't have enough time. Cause I'm an expert of wasting my  freaking time. LOL.

Monday, April 18, 2011

Freaked Out

Just like the title. I don't know why. I freaked out. I think I kinda scare my man as well cause I suddenly send those messages. I don't know. I read the news paper, I got those information and I am scare to death. Still!!! I don't want that to happen cause I will die if that really happen. All the afternoon, my mind was full of those crazy thought which I never ever want it to become real. I just want him to be back as soon as possible. Be by my side. Damn. I scaring my pants off. Gosh!

Sunday, April 17, 2011

Beautiful Sunday



What's my plan? Continue doing my homework as I wanted to finish it on the weekend. It's not much actually, it's just when I google things online, I will go to the other site. Waste of time. So I am arranging some daily life photos for my homework which I needed to present it on Tuesday. I saw my babi[s] and my man's photos! I miss them. So much! Well, I miss hanging out with them but too bad all of us are busying with our own stuff since we graduated from Sunway. Seriously! You guys are coming on my open house day. Must!!! Anyways... I'm having good time at school. Friends are great. Everything goes fine. 

Well baby, I miss you all the time. muakss............
Don't like this feeling. Never gonna like it.

Saturday, April 16, 2011

Ok. I've been lazy for 2 days. Tons of homework to handle and I'm tired. After all the homework, all I want to do is talk to the man. Nope! Not blogging. The man is more important than blog. LOL. Well, this is a very tough and hard and busy semester. 5 days ahead for 3 to 5 hours class. 5 days ahead I have to stuck in the freaking congested traffic. 5 days ahead I have to non stop doing homework cause if I didn't pass up on time I'm gonna get screw. By the way, I've pass my Color Theory exam. Yay~ Happy. Gonna get the results soon. Passing mark is 60%. So I think I wouldn't be that bad. ha-ha. Today is like the longest day ever. I'm so tired. Driving is so tiring and I wish I could have my man to drive me up and down. ha-ha. Think of tons of homework still have  to handle and the new condo stuff. I'm going to be crazy sooner or later. 

Tuesday, April 12, 2011

Plan Changed..

... all the freaking time! Guess what?! Today after I jammed for 1 freaking hour to school, I realize my class were packed and full of new faces. Friends told me that today is strange cause those juniors might join us for class. But, they were saying they are sitting for another class which we are going to have in the afternoon. Turns out the freaking administration changed the time table and never inform us. They claimed that they did. But if they really did why the lecturer wasn't there as well? WTF?! The whole day, we are wasting time to wait and wait and wait. Then the new time table was out, we are having class every freaking single day. Seriously? No break? How am I going to complete the freaking homeworks? Is like we are in the last semester already. Well, I wanted to end the course early, it's a good thing, but everyday only one class, it's kinda boring. I prefer more so that I can complete faster. Greedy me, if I can't cope with it then I'll die beautifully. LOL.

The senior which all of them are younger than me brought us to a restaurant near Pavilion this afternoon. The name Levain. It's like a pastry/coffee house. The environment is cool and comfy and AMERICAN style! I feel like I'm at USA that time, enjoying my Americano Coffee, having the bread and outdoor. It's not hot even though we dine outside, they have the air refreshing thingy that cooling the outdoor. Well, Mr S, you can hang out there if you want to follow me to school and fetch me home cause that place opens really early. I think 7 something they already open and serve breakfast. You gonna like it as you love to buy bread. ha-ha. 

Having homework every single week. Good. Well, it's fun. I try to enjoy the moment even though is killing me. Challenging? ha-ha.  

I miss the man. Whole day. Everyday. =) He was having mid term exam I think which is killing him softly. 
Just a usual day for today. Class, lunch with the babi[s] get home, nap, dinner, homework, skype and bed time. Well, nothing special happen today except Hunyee got prank by his oldest brother Shuyee. When I went out and do the printing stuff, Hunyee was laughing non stop as if was out of his mind already. I was so busy until I missed out one episode of the HK drama at 930pm. Darn it! But, homework first. It's going to be a very hectic semester as the school is training all the student to get used to the fashion environment. Busy busy busy. The reason they only give us one week break is because when we get out to work, we won't have 2 months break straight away. This is good to train, but I'm not lovin' it. WHATEVER!

Sunday, April 10, 2011

Sunday Work Out

... with the babi[s]....
We went to Taman Pertanian today. Surprisingly, Vince is the first person who reach the meeting point. Well, we had a good day although we didn't get to rent the bike. We walked all the way.. I mean half way cause the boys can't take it already. They were having a late night game last night until 4 in the morning. So, we went back an hour later. Went to 大肥面粉粿 for our lunch which make us waited for almost an hour. All of us are starving to death. Seriously. LOL. After the lunch, get home, skype, clean up and terus pengsan. Well, I miss my man. I hope he's here and work out with me all the time since he loves work out more than I do and he's an expert in this. I could have a good trainer to work out. ha-ha. I miss him a lot. 

亲爱的宝贝:

Saturday, April 9, 2011

Well, I'm at my auntie's office for the product fair. Lots of people there and its a little bit tiring as I had my morning class today. Good news is my Saturday class will change to Thursday morning starting next week. Well, no more weekend class! Yay! But seriously, I prefer Saturday class cause I don't have to wake up early. The traffic is so smooth and I'm so happy about it. Well, today's class is about textiles which means the meterial for cloth and bla bla bla. After the class, went to The Garden for materials hunting. It was so freaking expensive! No kidding! Then went to auntie's office to help out. To be honest, I don't help much as there's tons of people there. I'm sleepy, all I want to do sleep. Too bad I have to wait till I get home. 

I miss the man so much! Seriously! When I saw his picture after the work out session... He looks so delicious seriously! Gosh! I can eat him alive! LOL. I'm like (gam yu poh) haha! I knew I am! I wish he is here though. I miss him a lot like crazy! I have tons of thought recently and it's driving me crazy. Sigh! I will do better!!! Bii! I miss you!!! So much!!
Class for 4 hours straight. It was exhausted and tiring. Well, this class is another freaking fashion drawing class. Seriously! I'm really going to shout so loud. So many materials to buy some more. This is a freaking expensive course and this course needs to be more creative than the designer cause merchandiser knows what the market wants. WHAT THE HELL!!!! I'm going nuts... And today, I was starving after the class. I wonder why, and I realize I only had few crackers and a cup of coffee for the whole day. That's why I'm shaking when I get home. I hate this feeling. No good! 

So, tomorrow I'm having class. Korean lecturer. Wow! It's really hard to get what she's talking though. Anyways, that will be a 5 hours class which starts at 9 and ends at 2. Well, I need to go to the art shop to get my stuff. After class, I'm going to 2nd auntie's office cause they are having Amway's product fair. Hectic week for me. 


Thursday, April 7, 2011

Woke up freaking early today. Well, I'm done quite a lot of stuff. Didn't message the man cause it's too early and he's exhausted from the trip. Guess what? He woke up when I'm taking nap. At 2 in the afternoon duh! I was so exhausted after doing everything. I literally fainted on auntie's couch while we were watching stock market and some international news. Then, 3 of us went to take a nap. While I'm napping at the living room and two other at their own room, uncle came back for dropping some stuff. I feel very paiseh cause I nap at the living room's couch. But I was too tired and I just say hi, and get back to sleep. ha-ha. I bet uncle will think that I'm sleep walking. Wake up at 4 something and go back to Puchong. On that moment, my head was spinning. But when I got into the car I called J immediately and automatically. Duh. Well, that's my day. Efficient and fast. I'm glad and proud of myself. I can handle everything in the same time and I can fake my mom's signature without other people's doubt. Well, thanks for auntie and cousin's company. 

♥♥♥♥

Today is my day off. As mentioned, I only got class on Monday, Tuesday, Friday and SATURDAY! Well, I called Vinnie who's the buyer of our old condo to meet up at 9am today at somewhere to deal with all the paper work. I... I didn't sleep well last night. So I text her in 7 in the morning and told her the time will need to be postpone to 1030 as I made up an excuses that I need to do things at college. Awkward~ Luckily she didn't show me the face. ha-ha! Well, today was like crazy driving/walking up and down day. I thought today will be done with everything. Who knows... The TNB stuff can't be done as I need some more documents to complete it. This is a very good opportunity though. I've learned so much today. 

Well, my boy makes me worry. He do nothing wrong. Just the stupid What's app went wrong last night and I can't received anything from him. I was very worry that something bad might happen. Like he kena seduce by the witch up on the hill he went to shoot the sunrise. ha-ha. One word -- LAME! He went to a trip with his gang of friends. He was complaining about how bad the driving skills they have and too bad he doesn't have car driving license over there. Or else, he will be the driver already. Anyways, I didn't sleep well. I keep on waking up in the middle of the night and check out my phone see whether there's any reply from him. Until 10 in the morning, I only receive a whole bunch of messages from him. Damn the application! Darn it!! So I called up and making those funny sound, but I think he was still very blur cause he woke up at 3 something and went up to the hill until 8 only get back to bed. I wish I could post his naked (I mean half naked) pic here to show you guys how crazy he was. He took his shirt off up on the hill where there are still having snow around. It's not snowing, but snow on the ground. How mad he could be? CRAZY~ I will die. I'm not gonna do that. By the way, he's coming home soon! I'm gonna see him soon! Yay~ I've been waiting for so long! 

Okay~ I'm gonna go bath and enjoy the hot water. I wish I could move in to the new condo, then I can bath in the bathtub once awhile. AHHH~ Oh ya! I went to apply for Unifi today. Bad news! Bad bad news! Their (the workers who install everything ) schedule are full until middle of May. Damn! I move in on May, so, I still have to rely on the stupid Maxis broadband? Damn it seriously. Done complaining. I'm gonna go wash off my mask and bath. Lalalalalalala~~~~

Mr. I miss you!! ♥♥♥♥

Tuesday, April 5, 2011

Today is the second day of the class. Well, the first class was okay and I feel great to finally talk to my classmates. LOL. I was some kind of loner back then. Cause I only have one class a week. That's why we never talk. So now, we talk and we chat a lot. Then we had lunch together. But the thing is, they are all younger than me. The closest age with me are 20. The youngest is my same with my baby brother's age. Darn! I feel so old and I don't quite get what they we talking. Korean idols? Oh my...

Well, the man is having his trip with bunch of his friends. He'll enjoy the trip as they haven't seen each other for quite a long time. He did kept his promise sending me a bunch of photos. Loving it.

I was suppose to have class until 5 today. But the lecturer was not there and I came back earlier. Took a short nap and start dealing with those authorization letters. Tomorrow is going to be a very hectic day. I have to be prepare. STARBUCKS TUMBLER~~ Did I mentioned that the man had bought me a Starbucks tumbler? Yea, he did. A black 20 oz stainless steel tumbler. Love love love! But you know what? I got myself one as well. But few days ago when I went to IOI, I almost get myself another big one. That tumbler look exactly like the cup we are using when we take away cold beverage. But it's a hard plastic cup. It cost around RM52.  But will be cheaper after 10% discount. I want it!!!!! Gosh!

See ya later~

Monday, April 4, 2011

First Day Of New Term


Today class started. Well, it's a first day class. So, we are not having any of the class. I've collected my timetable which is really shocking. Why? Because I got 5 class? Nope, 5 is okay for me. It's because I GOT A FREAKING 5 HOURS CLASS ON SATURDAY MORNING!! Crazy isn't it? Sigh! But, I'm gonna end it up soon. So, that's bearable.

Talk about my assignment. I was so busy with it and I went to shop for a little while. I just feel like walking and I accidentally on purpose met Grace at Popular. LOL. So, did a little shopping at the Guardian and Watson pharmacy. I always have thought that Guardian is offering higher price than Watson. I always will compare the price among these two pharmacy. This time, I didn't. As usual I bought things from Watson. When I went to Guardian, they are freaking on sale and the things I bought are like RM8 cheaper. WTFreak!!! RM8 I can eat my favorite Shimino. I can have a set of Auntie Ann's meal. Gosh! Anyways, I shop like a celebrity today and I'm all alone. I wish my man were here but I somehow wish he's not here when I'm shopping cause I feel very [paiseh] when I'm spending like drinking water. But!!! He's also a very good professional shopper as I knew. hmmm... Well, he's ok to be with me when I'm shop. Cause I won't feel embarrassing anymore. lol.

I'm A Mess

Can you believe it? I'm always the well prepared person. Now, I don't know anything about my new term's timetable. I don't know the class. I can't pass up my assignment cause I did all wrong from the beginning. I'm such a mess now. I don't know what happened to myself. I used to be so ok. But now, all the motivations are all gone from me, one by one. All the rules I set up for myself all gone day by day. I prefer fun than the priority matter. Now I messed up. I get it. I knew it, I understand now. I realize it long time ago but I never want to face it. Now only I feel the stress and fear. I think I need to rearrange everything now. Well, tomorrow class start at 9am and after that I need to go to the office to check out my timetable. Tomorrow is gonna be a very rough day for me. I already knew. I don't know if I'm going to have the afternoon class or not. I hope not cause I need to hand over the key and terminate phone line for the old house. I'm really going crazy soon. Thank god I have the man to cheer me up. Thank you baby! A super duper short note for you babi! hmmmp!!!

Sunday, April 3, 2011

Today I wake up at 10 cause I have tons of stuff to do. Went to Mont' Kiara, took the car access card, went to Sg. Buloh, clean up the house clear everything, trying to call to terminate phone line but too bad they didn't provide this service on weekend. So, I did a little bit of my work and print it out. Oh ya, before I went to Sg Buloh, I stopped by Starbucks to get my brunch. Well, I went back to Mont' Kiara again cause when I cleaned up I happen to collect two full boxes of stuff. Damn. Mom even left her RM600++ champaign and some branded red wine in the fridge. Well, two big boxes are freaking heavy. From 6th floor to 26th floor. Gosh. I really should get a small trolley already. I can't take it. Too much!!

Get home after sending the 2 boxes to Mont' Kiara. I mean went back to auntie's place at Puchong. Can't believe it. Finally have a place call my home!!! Seriously! Since I was 14 until now. 9 freaking years! Well, this is the day. Tired! By the way, the purchaser's representative are seriously annoying. Even out lawyer complain that he never meet someone so [gap goh/cheong hei/mafan] like her. Keep on calling and calling and calling. I'm going crazy!

So, someone has been complaining that I never mention about him at my post cause he always does mentioned about me. He is so freaking cute! My sweet little baby!!
♥ note for you, silly baby.

Friday, April 1, 2011

Happy April Fool. But, I'm not going anywhere so no prank happen on me. But I do hope just now it was a prank. I do know what happen but I just can't help it. The moment was awkward and sad. I do not know how to react. Sigh. Just kill me?

I was doing my homework all day long. I'm feeling the stress all over me. The buyer's representative keeps on calling. The lawyer thing. The condo thing. My homework. Overwhelm. I thought I will go crazy. The homework is driving me nuts. I have to clean the house tomorrow some more. Driving up and down. Thinking about my homework. Sometimes I would think that why don't the end of the world come faster? ha-ha! Too negative. I'm sorry.

I have to continue rushing my stuff. 
Today was okay. Until I start my homework. Everything went wrong. I mean EVERYTHING. I'm so tired of it.
30th March 2011
I thought today will be the busiest day ever because of house moving. Who knows.... That was quiet easy. Well the moving company does everything for us. We are just sitting there and watch our TV show, literally. Alright, I love the new place. LOVE LOVE LOVE.

On this day is my cousin sister's 18th birthday. I almost forget about it. Going to celebrate it with her on tomorrow at One Utama. But the main thing is to do my job. Payment, hand over key, sending parcel.... What a day.

Today, I woke up by mom with her ridiculous temper. Damn! WTF----> this is the word inside my mind. Like that big. Exactly. I feel like crying out loud cause I haven't touch my homework which is due on Monday. I don't want to deal with mom's thing or the moving thing already. WTF?! I got my own things to do also. If I failed the subject, I'm gonna freak out. The fucking subject is not that simple duh! What the fuck do you expect? I'm not that free duh! See, when I talk about it, it brought up the fire inside me. I tried my best to buried it but it won't just gone like that. I'm gonna do it from tomorrow, Sat and Sun. No more moving stuff. I'm not going to do that anymore. Fuck it. Well, after the ridiculous conversation with dear mom, I packed some stuff and moved some stuff to my car. I guess I twisted my waist. It hurts, I can't really stretch my body now. I feel like everything is like a mess now. Hard to organize it. Ok, after the conversation I call and woke up the man. He was so cute and act like awake for some time already cause he thought I'm his dad. ha-ha. I talked to him and he was like my bean bag, letting me shout and nag and nag and nag and nag........... Potong steam. Damn! After the call, I felt much better. Clean up myself and wait for aunt and cousin to come over. Then we went to Mont' Kiara. I mean only me and cousin. We were so busy moving stuff up and down. Luckily there got trolley or else I don't know how I die. Seriously. Then we went to DHL to sent out parcel. Then we headed to One Utama drop off the car for car wash and we run for our life.......... I mean had our lunch. Deal with the Osim stuff, we chat a little bit at the restaurant. Meet up with mom's friend for documents and we went to pet shop. Those puppies are freaking cute! Too bad I'm not allow to have one. Pick up the car, went back to Mont' Kiara and go back home. I was exhausted. Reach around 6 and after I lay on the sofa, I directly went into coma. ha-ha. Too tired duh. Woke up at 6 in the morning and non stop packing and moving and driving. Don't have Starbucks also. Of course I'm dying.

While I'm driving, I miss my man. So much. I wish he is here so he can drive for me and hold my hand when I'm napping in the car. Short ♥ notes for you. Really short.


Letter to my younger self.

Dear me from 2005, Hello. 10 years ago, you were still in your senior high school dreaming to be a successful business women just like your ...