Monday, April 4, 2011

I'm A Mess

Can you believe it? I'm always the well prepared person. Now, I don't know anything about my new term's timetable. I don't know the class. I can't pass up my assignment cause I did all wrong from the beginning. I'm such a mess now. I don't know what happened to myself. I used to be so ok. But now, all the motivations are all gone from me, one by one. All the rules I set up for myself all gone day by day. I prefer fun than the priority matter. Now I messed up. I get it. I knew it, I understand now. I realize it long time ago but I never want to face it. Now only I feel the stress and fear. I think I need to rearrange everything now. Well, tomorrow class start at 9am and after that I need to go to the office to check out my timetable. Tomorrow is gonna be a very rough day for me. I already knew. I don't know if I'm going to have the afternoon class or not. I hope not cause I need to hand over the key and terminate phone line for the old house. I'm really going crazy soon. Thank god I have the man to cheer me up. Thank you baby! A super duper short note for you babi! hmmmp!!!

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