Monday, October 29, 2012

Accident

So, I'm gonna blog now out of boredom while waiting for friends at dinner. She got a meeting and delayed for the meet up time with me.

Mr J got into an accident. I think I'm a little bit overreact but I'm really freaked out. Luckily everything is ok at least he is safe. I'm so glad that he called immediately when he had settle down. Seriously, things like this really freaks me out. Today is our 22nd months being together. I remember when we are going through our 4th or 5th months he got into an accident too. Damn!! He makes me worry. Is not his skill is bad but the people there drive like nobody business. Crazy driver. Mr J said no cursing after I curse like no tomorrow on Facebook. He said what comes around goes around. He handle stuff like this matured than me I have to admit.

I miss him so much now. The dinner haven't start. I've been waiting over an hour now.

Monday, October 22, 2012

Taiwan Day 9

Because of the sudden addicted to Instagram. Most of the time I'm using John's Samsung Note to post photos, so no photos in my iPhone. =(
my Instagram: Hillaryeva

We woke up very early in the morning to catch the bus to Taipei. John always know how to make my day. Feed me with the food I like. Yes, the whole trip he fed me, make sure I'm happy. I'm really glad that I have him with me. Even though it's hard because of some matters, but I want to try so hard to make it work. I hope we can make things work. I don't want to see me giving up. I have the thought but I really need to think properly. I'm so tired of all these shit. I really thought I already make things clear, but I can't get it. Why non stop challenging my patient? Why I have to choose? Why do I need to make a scene to show how sad I am how unfair I have been treated? I don't want any of that. I just want to live happily, positively. What would happen after I point out everything? The truth is NOTHING WILL HAPPEN. I knew the answer already, so why do I still want to say it out and make myself miserable? You don't understand still?

Out of topic.

We went to Taipei Zoo. Saw lots of animals. Had lots of fun. Isn't it good?








Taiwan Day 8

Not much happening on this day. Just John went to school early in the morning while I still sleeping. He gets back in the afternoon and received the biscuit we ordered online. Went to his University again and sneak into the library. Well, get caught. LOL. Waited him to finish his night class at the cafeteria and that's it.





Taiwan Day 7

The second day we came back to Hsinchu. We went to NCTU which is the current university John attending now. It is huge! Nice environment even though all I saw was students carrying books around talk like professional with the professional terms. John brought me to his lab and well... I think I'm not yet that level, that's why I felt uncomfortable when I go in. Lack of confidence perhaps. Luckily we doesn't stay long, we left after an hour or two. Walked around and this university is cool, somehow I think those people who study here are brilliant. 

Do you know Taiwan have Costco as well? Well, when I stay in USA dad used to bring me to Costco when he were around. So, when I stepped inside it reminds me of the time I've been in USA. Sigh. I want to go so badly. Whatever. After mom's stuff I will really settle all the things I need to do.



















Sunday, October 14, 2012

Taiwan Day 6

I love staying in the southern part of Taiwan, we literally go everywhere we can when we were here. Wake up early in the morning to the Osteopathy again for second treatment. This time I got hammered  (not drunk. really using hammer to hit me)by him. Freaking pain. Because of my bad habits. I always cross my legs when I sit and it makes my hip go wide and have big butt. Anyways, its not a very good or happy memory. This is our breakfast before heading to the HSR= High Speed Rail to Hsinchu where John currently staying. I think I messed up. We had breakfast, John went to Timberland where he purchased yesterday and settle some bank transfer shit and we went to the Ramen again before we leave. Yes.









Our stuff. 





















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