Family Day

The second day I came back from Sydney, we went to Muar. I missed my family.  So, the whole post will be photo booming. LOL

Woke up at 6am to prepare. I had my Nespresso.. I miss this machine so much. Drove for 2 .5 hours to reach and grandma was calling cause she was expecting us and we were  an hour late cause we were supposed to depart at 7, but Johnny and my mom were so slow. I had my mee sua cooked by grandma, this is the favorite meal since I was born I think. I love everything my grandma cook and I keep on asking her how to cook and I'm gonna make it myself. I want my children to love this mee sua like me. LOL. Another dish from grandma I could never forget is 'da cai' porridge. That's my childhood memory when we have school break during end of the year in primary school, we will stay in Muar and all the cousins will sleep together and play together. I wonder, if my child gets to enjoy this kind of moment or not.

 

 

 

  

   

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After Muar, we headed back to Puchong as I missed my baby Cen Cen very much. So, we drove there straight away and had dinner at Brussel @ Setia Walk. Whole bunch of us. LOL. Well, everyone seems to have a very good time and my mom was drunk because she had the Piña Colada. We are sending pictures to Line, and those who are unable to attend are being tortured. 

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Lastly, presenting my family portrait in the 2012 Chinese New Year. LOL. This is the funny version because my aunty were so bored until notice my uncle were actually show the middle finger. But it's actually the angle problem. Back in 2012, I miss my long hair. LOL. 

I'm Home!

Everyone left in the morning. Look at the weather, it's showering and I had to walk to the train station as I'm being a stingy Chinese don't want to spend on the taxi to Airport.

After 8 hours flight from Sydney, I can't feel my butt anymore. Didn't really sleep through the flight cause it's not a flat bed. LOL. It's really hard to sleep actually.

John's parents were in the airport as well, so they offered to take me back home as they think that me being alone in taxi is dangerous. Well, mom is pissed. Anyway, I'm going back to Muar at 7am. I'm so excited to see my grandma!!

Last Night. Ready To Party!!!!

Today is the last day of my semester and we are going to IVY for our party. So, we were all dolled up and had our dinner at Meat Wine & Co. Everything went so well, and before the club, we are having the pre drinking session at Maria's place. That's when everything went wrong.....

  

  

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This is what happen. Well, I didn't took any pictures during pre drinking session. I had only one beer because it makes me so gassy, so I stopped. Well, Umar was drunk and he scared Maria's housemate, so we had to drag him and walk to the club as others were saying walking can help him and we don't want him to look like this to walk into the club cause we can't even get in. And after every drama we can have, we dragged Umar back to my place and all of us rest. It was really crazy and dramatic night. Well, I didn't get to go to the club. LOL. Cause I'm taking care of the drunkard. He owe me really big time!! I had a flight to catch tomorrow and I have a 'dead' people sleeping in my toilet. 

Waiting

Today I had a shopping session because we are going to have a function tomorrow night. Can you believe it? I chat with John's parents and I actually told them that I'm going to the club which located at the casino. LOL. I mean, I don't hide anything from them and they were like 'so, what kind of alcohol you're gonna drink then?' WHAT?! I don't even dare to tell my mom that I'm going to club, but I did. I told her that there's a fashion event I'm going to attend. Uncle always have things to ask me, whether is about me or someone else he just need to ask and I am so happy to answer my part. But when the question dropped to someone else, I really don't know what to answer because I really don't know; and I mean if what uncle wanted to know and he already ask I have to tell him honestly. The reason is he probably already knew the truth and he's just testing me. LOL. 

Chatting with them are fun. I love chatting with elder people cause they have experience and I love hearing their story. I love chatting with my dad because he is such an inspiration and always tell me the things either I want to listen or I don't want to listen. LOL. I miss my family so much and I can't wait to see them soon. But the first people I'm going to see are John's family and nga tao and dee dee and the puppy. I know we had lost two of them because they were not well developed but thank god the mother is doing fine. Just pray for both of the little one. 

I'm now waiting for John to come back and we can start talking again. Wonder this time what's uncle gonna ask me again. 

Finally Over

I love that I'm now sitting here blogging where some of my classmate are still struggling for their assignment. Well, I finish everything earlier cause I'm so kiasu like that. Yeah man, I'm asian. That's what asian do. LOL. After presentation, we went to Chatswood for Paparich cause a friend is craving for it. The funny thing is we all are going back in 5 days and I don't know why we are spending like 12 dollars for nasi lemak when we can spend only 12 ringgit. But it was a good experience though. We were so happy and excited when we walked in and so overwhelmed by the menu.

Then, later this night I saw Faye's FB saying that nga tau just gave birth. I was like fucking seriously?! Cause they were just suspect that she might be pregnant, SY said she's going to take her to check this week, and now she had gave birth. LOL. Well, we were saying the baby boy should name "man tou". LOL. Few more days later I'm going to meet that little boy and I know jie will not give away this little precious. Yea, she's headache about this but I'm sure she will wanted to keep it. Maybe, after this, either nga tau or dee dee will go do the spay operation just in case. LOL

Was talking to John and his parents just now. Everyone was so nervous about nga tau. Cause non of the people in the house know that she's pregnant until she gave birth. LOL. And yea, I'm going to meet up with them later and will go back to John's grandma place soon. Yay!!

白目鬼 哈哈！

好吧。我是真的很生气因为被报隐私！！！那个白目鬼真的脑筋是直的！

他经过几番安抚、“赔偿金”、妥协和道歉。我不气了。可是我还是记在心里。我说，如果有人提起，我就要他送我一个铂金包。虽然是这样讲，可是我知道是不可能的。所以我又另外加码，当他12月回来一见到面他就完了。

刚才聊了一阵子，我翻回以前我们刚在一起的聊天纪录。鸡皮掉满地。哈哈。很噁心的对话，真的不明白我们怎么写得出手。我自己的纪录是因为某些原因已经有一部分删除，只有他的是完整的。看着我们吵架，和好，甜蜜的对话 我想我们应该更珍惜。我想他看到我一直在爆笑，所以他说他要出去了。好像要确认我真的没事了才敢出去。在离开前还来问一句'这样你爱我吗？'我说'我爱，可是我还是很讨厌你，很不爽！'哈哈哈。

生气归生气。是，他的白目行为其实是出自于一片好意。可是他没想过我会很难堪。哎，反正昨晚我真的想把他碎尸万段！可是，经过这次我要他知道我的感受是如何。不是什么事都可以不经过我的同意就分享给大家知道。因为，有哪个家伙会想要被冠上'喔！她就是那个长了什么东西的人！' 我也没有要跟他的父母聊'那个东西'的话题。因为整个气氛就是很不对，你知道吗？

我的男朋友，虽然你真的让我很无语。可是我还是很爱你。

Little Assignment Break

I've been sitting in whole day yesterday and I drank too much coffee I didn't even realise. Until I can't sleep, only I remember how many cup of coffee I get when I was so focusing on my assignment. This is the last assignment and presentation for this term and after this, I'm free. Well.. not till I party with my friends. I just feel like fly back immediately but no more seat for me. Not even the business class. Damn!

I kinda developed a new weird habits. I have to have my hand sanitizer with me all the time. I can't concentrate if my hand smells weird. I have to have the Dettol smell only feel good. LOL. Weirdo. 

John's parents are going to visit him tomorrow. He's gonna be busy and I'm going to enjoy my day. hahaha. Ok, I've been non stop writing, typing, designing and sitting since yesterday and my butt actually hurts. I reach the point where I was thinking why am I studying now. I kinda regret to continue study actually, but I'm insecure without a degree. I mean at least degree. Sigh. What the hell am I thinking?!

如果我不是我了 你是否还会留在我身边？

前几天慷突然问我，如果他行动不便了 我还会留在他身边吗？我毫不犹豫的说当然会！不过我也告诉他，我的家人或许会反对，妈妈会更加反对。可是，如果我选择了你 我就不会离开。除非是有人背叛在先。后来，我问他为什么会突然这样问。他说是因为他的背后一直酸痛不会好，所以睡前才来想一些有的没的来折磨自己。

后来，我又看到一篇文章。

【將來的那個人】

想知道自己是否愛一個人，只要想像一下，當他年老，臥病在床的時候，你願意照顧他嗎？

想到他老病的樣子，你已經有些沮喪，那麼，他絕不是能夠跟你廝守的人。

很久以前讀過一篇訪問，被訪者是一位事業成功的男士。他說，年輕時他有過一個女朋友，一次，那個女孩患了肺病住進醫院，他去過一次之後，就沒有再去了。因為受不了病人身上的那種味道。

女孩當然也明白，出院後沒有再見他。

我不知道，到底是他不夠愛她，還是他不能夠忍受自己所愛的人軟弱和生病。我也不知道，當他年老病倒的時候，會不會有一個愛他的人願意包涵，不介意他的味道。

愛一個健康的人，毫無困難。

愛一個窮人，是一種選擇。

愛一個老病的人，是命運。

當健康離棄了你所愛的那個人，你還能夠愛他嗎？

也許是幾十年後的事了，但是，你現在就會知道他值不值得。
你到時候仍然能夠愛他，也還是不夠的。當你年老，病在床上的時候，你願意由他來照顧你嗎？

只要他在，你就放心了。那麼，他是你尋覓的人。

你只希望他是個來探病的朋友，而不是夜裡抱你上廁所的人，那麼，你要找的人，也許不是他。

在最軟弱的時候，你會想念的那個人；在那個人最軟弱的時候，你會憐惜的，你們才是彼此將來的那個人。

这是我对他的感觉。将来还有很久，很多事情都很难说。不过，至少这是我很肯定的一件事。

在你身边我可以不用掩饰

在你身边我可以为所欲为

在你身边你容许我包容我

在你身边我可以耍流氓

在你身边我可以很放肆

你说你不喜欢某些事物

可是当我不小心犯了你还是对我很包容 疼爱

所以，我怎么舍得？

1 more to go!!!

Today is the 2nd last week of class. Today after the presentation, I handed out 2 reports! 1 more report and presentation to go and I'm free like a bird and fly back to Malaysia!! 

Back to home after eating with the girls at Chatswood, and work out like crazy cause I feel guilty and also the food is giving me hard time to digest. So... I threw up. Yes, if I can't digest the food after few hours I ate it, I will throw up. I'm weird like that. I sent a few crazy picture to John and I quoted 'I'm sexy and I know it.' He was really kind enough to say I'm sexy. haha. Wanted to join a gym now, to be motivated. But one month AUD124...... hmmm. I'm going to ask at the front desk cause I found out they have student price. Hope is a good deal. I'll  join when I get back from Malaysia ok?

Old time pic

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A promise of a wedding, That two hearts truly make, A vow to be loving, To guide, to give and take!

This is John's sister (Sin Yee) and his brother-in-law (Chien Wei). It's weird for me (bride's brother's gf) to post their picture on social media isn't it? Well, we have a very weird relationship actually. It's not really weird weird kinda weird. LOL. I'm obsessed with them!

To begin with.... at first when I dated John, I felt not welcome by his family. Because of the some family matters (I just know John was not suppose to be in a relationship before 24 years old or something, didn't really ask about it cause I'm afraid.). Then the second time John came back from Taiwan and we (me and SY) clicked. Of course that time, no more unwelcome feeling. She's a very kind hearted lady, which I adore so much. I'm not that kind of person who open up to everyone, but she manage to make me feel so comfortable to be around her. Whenever I have problem with John, I will go to her. Even though she can't give me the best advice, but I feel so thankful that she always stand by me and show me a lot of love. And of course, I called he 'Jie' as in sister since then.

So, we got really close to each other and hang out a lot when I'm in Malaysia. I share all my secret with her. She's like my own sister, more than my boyfriend's sister. All my friends were so curious cause I will hang out with John's family even though John is not there. I even slept over when I got the chance. I guess, this is the reason that pissed my mom off. LOL. Cause she jealous me being close to John's family. 

I know I am a very lucky girl. I got such a great family of my own. Everyone loves me so much. Then, I'm lucky enough to have John who loves me unconditionally. I thought that's all. But his family loves me even more! I mean, what did I do in my past life to get all these good people around me? I feel so blessed and I really love them very much. 

There's a time we almost break up, of course the first thing in my mind was the relationship we build for so long and I couldn't let go. The second important thing was John's family. I mean, I get so attach to them and I thought if I lose John, I will lose all of them together. But, we worked out. Phew... relief. LOL. 

 

So, they throw me a farewell dinner before I left to Sydney. They were so funny and I can't forget John's mom keep asking me when am I coming back for good. Before I confirm to go Sydney, I was applying for USA. I think John and his family really don't want me to go there. When they know I wanted to go, I keep on getting questions like how long will I be staying in the state and if I will ever come back and etc. So, when I got rejected and I decided not to try to apply for USA visa anymore I clearly felt that they were so relief. haha. I know they felt bad that I couldn't go cause that is my dream, in the same time they felt relief cause once I'm not going to USA, I will not be staying there for years. So, I end up studying in Sydney and I'm sure that I will go back at 2014. I hope everyone can come to my convo at 2015. haha. My mom said I'm too old to study. 

I love you guys very much. I hope this will last forever. I'm so happy that you found your one true love and love by his family as well. Seeing you living happily is all I wanted you to be. I'm so lucky to get to know you all.