When L meet S. Part II

Finally both of them get together. 2 years. Not too long not too short. They were so happy and having good time together. Even though it's a long distance relationship still L fully trusted S. It was a typical love story but added some other spices. The mother issue and the time management issue. Well, there's always problems in a relationship. What L been through before getting with S was L fought with the mother because of the other half. L thought the other half is the one but turns out the mother was right, and they broke up. Since then, L swear not to fight with the mother because of the other half and since that incident, L choose family comes first instead of lover. So, S is a very good guy. S is a family oriented person and cares about people around him. Same as L, S also family comes first. So, when the parents says no, S will never do it. One lucky thing is L is accepted by the family and get along well with them. L might seems a little bit cruel to S because when L is mad she can ignore S for whole day and talk to him with the ice tone. But L love S very much and deeply inside. L always thought about the future together with S, and always keep it to herself. Cause S will freaks out if he knew what's on L's mind. The thing is, both of them are always in the long distance relationship. Soon, L is flying off to USA if nothing happen. S still study for his Master at Taiwan. Another long distance relationship and this one even longer.

Within these 2 years, both of them fought about small matter. It always seems like its S fault but to be honest L is the one who creates them. L is very specific with rules. Always follow and listen to L or L will show u shit face. S is not a very detailing kinda person, L always think from other people side. As mentioned earlier, S cares a lot of people around him, he cares too much of his friends and family and literally forget about L. Because of this they fought a lot. If S still remember on July 2011 the summer break he came home, they almost broke up because during his time at Taiwan, they always connected. But when he gets home he was M.I.A. L couldn't take it so she wants to call it off. But S somehow to convince L and explained to L about the situation. So, L cool down. But the major fought happens on 2012 when S went to Korea for CNY and Aussie for his brother's convocation. This fought keep it in both of their heart until May/June, that time it was S wanting to call it off. I believe every major fight they have, S's sis will try to help out and cool down and start saying about the good stuff for them.

Until now, the mother issue. Jesus. I don't even know how to start. It just never ends and poor S, L swear to protect S but L is the one who always bully S. I guess, now, they are getting on to the next stage where they start to cool down and no need to talk to each other too often. Honestly, L don't like the feeling. But they are really busy with their own life, and they can't sit in front of the computer for so long like they used to be. What S's parents said were right. Don't go and let L's mom look down. If I am the parents I won't let my child to get into this unfair treatment as well.

P/s: I'm sorry John. My bad temper always torture u. I love u too.

H vs J and Mama H

So, today it's my mom's birthday. On this day I quarrel with John because of some stuff. It was a very hard day for me as I felt a lot of stress and upset and really tired. Then my mom came back from work, I don't feel like talking as what happen earlier. Yes I admit I shouldn't be like that but seriously I just want to be quiet and don't want to talk. So, with my facial expression, my mom said I can leave if I want to show the shit face. Without second thought I left. I bang the door as hard as I can and I can feel the wall cracked. I know, i feel lucky cause I didn't go Muay Thai if not I think the whole house is done. I cried for half the day, upset with both of them and in the end I'm the one who suffer. I didn't eat anything for the whole day. Cried on bed until I fell asleep and throw up for several times. Now 3:12am I'm wide awake and still throwing up.

John is leaving to his grandma's and back on Friday. I miss him a lot but somehow he manage to pissed me off like I'm getting heart attack and stroke. My eyes are sore and swollen, my head is going to blow up, I'm thirsty but if I drink water I sure will throw up, I want to sleep but I can't. I swear I'm not going to cry like how I did earlier. I cant take it anymore. :(

有差别吗?没有。这就是重点!累了