Means Nothing~

Staying at home all day as usual. Cause babi G fell sick and other's got their stuff to do. I'm packing like crazy. Checking the stuff if I didn't remember to bring. Cousin's friends hang out at the house today. So many of them, aunt bought those foods like gila babi. LOL. Then I went to pick up Pizza as the dinner. Stupid Pizza Hut, says pick up, but when I get there I still need to wait for 30 mins. Lebih la~

I've jog and work out today. But 2 slices of pizza in my tummy all means nothing anymore. Well, tomorrow I'm going to fly to Taiwan and Vince will be my hot and sexy and handsome driver who fetch me to KLIA. We were planning to celebrate Gracie's birthday at KLIA since tomorrow is her birthday. Too bad she fell sick and can't go anymore. All means nothing again. I feel heartbroken. I wanted to celebrate her birthday with her before I leave and shit happens. Damn~ 

Our house are having Karaoke session and we are very enjoy the moment. I'm going down to sing~ lalalalalalaaa~ ha-ha! I'll have a very safe journey to Taiwan and having the greatest moment with my family. I'll be safe and sound~ Happy Chinese New Year in advance. I hope everyone will be happy and safe and healthy. I love you guys~

Exciting!!

I was thinking about packing stuff now at Sg Buloh and go back to Puchong today. Cause I haven't dye my hair, I haven't pack my stuff, I need to see how many thing I'm bringing. I haven't get the money for myself spending at Hong Kong, I haven't arrange the red packet which I need to hand it to aunt before I leave. Damn~ I got so many task haven't complete. One thing I already make sure is, my Digi line is usable when I'm at Taiwan and Hong Kong. Yay!! I will bring my I-Berry along with me of course. I will not bring my laptop this time, cause is heavy and I only go for 5 days. I can blog through my Iphone. 

Well, seriously.. Iphone is way more better than BB. But, I always wanted to have a BB.. I'm greedy. I'm gonna fix my Iphone when I get back from Taiwan. My poor baby, I love you so much and I will never give you out to anyone. No one!! ha-ha! I really hate myself for updating/restoring the software in Iphone. It makes me auto update the version and now I can't jailbreak. Even I can, I have to make sure I do not off my phone or else jailbreak will gone. DUH!!!

I'm blogging now at 3:01pm, I'm restoring my phone as well, haha! After this, I'm gonna packed and leave. Cause I need to withdraw money and buy some stuff mom ask me to buy and dye my freaking hair. I miss my long hair!! This is short, it can't cover my boobs. I can't curl the way I like. I didn't curl my hair after I cut it short. Hmm.... I'm gonna do it later. I'm a freak! Oh ya!! Those photos I have taken on the outing with C, Addy's birthday, random day.... I forgot to bring my camera along, so... no pics... I'm gonna do it later if the internet at Puchong is back to normal! I'll be crazy and went nuts if I go back and the line is still not ready. I will! I swear to god!!!! 

Anyways.... I'm going to Taiwan soon!! I can see my brothers and spend time with them!! Yay! I miss my brothers so much. I miss bullying them and ordering them to buy things for me. ha-ha! I love you Jeff and Johnny! You guys are the best brothers ever!!!! I miss mom too. I didn't bought any present for her birthday but she already get me one for my coming birthday. She said she's going to pay for my BB and make it as my 23rd birthday present. Whoa!! haha! I'm so thrill!! Thanks mom!! You're the best mother ever!! I love you~~~ Somehow, I feel bad. Cause I'm the worst daughter and sister ever. You guys are so unlucky to have me. ha-ha!!! But, I will love you guys unconditionally!!! 

Happily Ever After

I was out for the whole day once again. I'm so tired and literally die. I'm falling asleep while having dinner. Well, we were eating non stop. We had Old Town when we get to Time Square, then we ate Kim Gary, then we ate KFC! Seriously!!1 These people were crazy. I'm going crazy. I am so freaking full and full of guilty!! Today, our purpose of getting out is to accompany Vince to buy his things since he always there for us. 

Get home after the dinner. I'm tired. I bath and planned to sleep. Then I can't sleep cause S is full in my mind. I really want to see S. Then I stay awake and watch Rapunzel. In the movie, Rapunzel and her fake mom was saying [I love you. I love you more. I love you most.] hmmm.... I'm saying [I love you infinity.] You're saying [I love you infinity plus one!] ha-ha! 幼稚鬼！！

I feel the fats all inside me today. I feel my tummy. I can't feel the abs anymore. So, I work out right after I bath. What a stupid idea. I have to bath again... DOH!!! I crunch my abs like freaking more time. Make it shake... shake... shake until I can't feel myself. I sweat and sweat and I'm hungry cause I didn't ate at KFC. Then I went to make 2 bread. Then all the crunches I did is like for nothing. ahaha! I'm such an idiot. But, that's my body. So what?! I don't feel guilty then that's fine! I'm going to work out again. chiao~~~

Lazy Bug In Meeeeee....

I kinda lazy blogging these days. I try my best to recall everything that had happened on the day. Even though I remember, but I still lazy to write it out as I'm really tired to think.

Well, today we went to One Utama for celebrate Vince's free from exam. Walked around and eat and talk and had movie. The movie was good. We watch Shaolin. It was so good. I tear at few scenes. Then we went to have a look at the pet shop. It was so much fun while me and Vince were blowing the wind to the hamster and make them fell. Those puppies!!! Kills me! I want it so much!! I want to have a dog!!! Gosh~~~ ha-ha!

We had out dinner at Tang Shifu once again. The porridge there was nice. I love it!!! Then we knew we are going to hungry very soon, so we walked to Rotiboy and bought the buttermilk flavor and we went back home. I'm so effing tired. I'm going to bed soon. Good night baby~~~~~~~~~

Another Day...

... Pyramid.... I know I know.. We are lame. Ha-ha! Even though I'm not study at Sunway anymore, but still Pyramid is like my second home. Eat there, shop there. By the way, Chloe having problem with the stupid Maxis too. She was so pissed like I did. Ha-ha! Well, I didn't go f them up because I'm going to Sg. Buloh. Next time I guess. 

Came back to Puchong around 5. Took a nap until 730. ha-ha! Had dinner, play with the baby. Borrow some clothes from aunt and then leave the house to Sg Buloh at 9. I'm going to stay here until the internet at Puchong is fixed. This Friday will be the day for some of the babi[s] to resit their paper. Wish them luck luck luck!!!

Few more days to Taiwan. Yay! 

Fuck U!

Maxis! You're sucks! Fuck you dude! I know I'm childish to write here. But you do not let me send the fucking complain letter, you keep on rejecting me. So, this is all I can do. I swear, tomorrow I'm going to the center and fuck u up! You mother fucker! I pay every month and you provide me this kind of lousy service. What's the purpose of signing up for wireless broadband? To connect to the internet anywhere. The fact is, I can't. I can't connect anywhere. Okay, maybe not at those kampung places. But WTF? I'm at Puchong! Seriously!! Puchong! You don't have the coverage over here? You might go die or just end your company as well. 

Birthday!!

Happy birthday to Addy!!! We went out to celebrate his birthday at Zanmai Sushi. We were planned to celebrate his and G's birthday together. But on the morning, G text and said she can't join us cause of her family matters. Too bad and we are very sorry to know about it.

Anyways, we had a great time. After the lunch we walked around and I had Ice cream waffle and a sour mango. We decided to play Mahjong and we went to Kelvin's place. Had our dinner and mahjong for a little while.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU ADDY!!!

Monday Blue

Went to college. Color the board and mixing the color in the class for 4 hours non stop. FUN!! Seriously!! Went to have lunch with Vince and chat. I've skipped one class on last Friday.

Tomorrow will be going out for celebrating Addy's and Gracie's birthday at Pyramid I think. The broadband thing still makes me so geram.

Everything annoys me!! I just broke someone's heart. I felt bad and god damn it!!!

Can you believe it? I'm home the whole day! I've been busy for nothing. Seriously! ha-ha! I'm home dealing with the internet thingy, fetching the monks and painting my board. Well, I didn't paint my board. I just do the color. Cause I'm still not really sure about it and I don't want to re-do. It will kill me and I will [fan toi] just like Vince love to do the most. About the monks... it's Dr Lai ask me to do. Those monks came over and pray. I was in the room the whole ceremony for my painting. Going crazy with it. OMFG!!!! Seriously!

Tomorrow will be going to college early in the morning. I'm leaving early cause I have to avoid the crazy traffic and lack of parking space in the college. The internet at home sucks big time. Now have to wait for 72 hours to use it. Then the mother fucker Maxis is the same. Why do I sign this up? MF Maxis!! Go FYnD! I want to terminate it and they do not allow me to do so. I'm gonna file a complaint!! They got my nerves! I'm not in the mood and I want to kill someone.

Password

Shop Till Drop

Now I'm really drop!! My gosh!! I've spend total RM1000 on my outfits. I'm gonna kill by mom when she see the bill. Well, we were used to have RM1000 as the allowance for CNY's stuff. But I [geh gau] said I wanted RM500. Mana tau, RM500 not enough and I spend more RM500 for undies and bag. I'm really gonna die but I'm not gonna say it until the end of CNY. But I'm prepared to kena from mom. I am prepared!! T.T

Went out at 1 something. I thought only me and Chloe. Who knows when I open the gate I saw a Murano in front of my house and everyone was there. All the way to the city, they talked non stop and never stop. The first time I experienced this kind of shopping. Anyways, it was fun. I enjoy the shopping.

I've bought a bag from Topshop and undies from Pierre Cardin. BB case again, but this time, the quality is better and it cost me RM20. So, RM500 over here already. Last shopping spree, I bought a long sleeve shirt and 3 panties from Topshop, 2 long sleeve shirt from Forever 21, a play-suit from Discreet and some shoes from cotton on. These cost RM500 too. I know... I know.... 

Get home at 935pm. I was dead tired and I just want to rest. I can't feel  my leg. After this, I'm gonna go sleep and tomorrow will be start doing my homework. Bless me!!

Mommy's Birthday

Today is mom's birthday! I wishes her yesterday afternoon. Thank you granny for taking good care of mom. Thank you for making her an amazing person. I love you mom!

Secret Words

Sucks big time! Screw me over! Why I didn't notice it?! Why I went to toilet? Why I didn't talked longer? I'm sorry! I felt bad! I'm tired! I want to sleep! I don't want to think about it! Damn!

Knowing That Love Is To Share

Yesterday I went to Sg Buloh around 5. Yesterday was Thaipusam and everyone was having their holiday. Reach home, did some stuff for mom, called the maid. The maid never picked up the phone! I've been calling the whole day until today! Gosh! I'm chilling in the house drinking milk. LOL. So weird!!! Talked to Stitch for a little while. Ate those breakfast bar as my dinner cause I've been threaten. ha-ha! I felt so much pressure with my figure. I have to make it better! So, I work out for almost one hour in the house. Now, I can't feel my abs and arms and legs.  

Woke up very late today. I never wake up early anyways. hehe. Take away some food. Sitting in front of the computer and waiting for the maid to come at 5pm. Wishes mom happy birthday in advance cause I will be busy tomorrow. I wanted to be the first one who wishes her also! I love you mama!! I love you so much!!! I hope by saying this, you won't kill me when see the credit card bills. ha-ha!

I got a date later at 7pm with the gangs. Gonna go meet them and catch up with them. 

Good News! Indeed!! I'm so thrill! I don't have to play hide and seek! Yay! As for the details, I'm gonna blog about it later. I have to go back to Sg Buloh and stay there for few days.

Shopping Spree!!

Woke up early in the morning. Picked up G and V then we went to college and meet up with Addy. The boys went to pay their school fee and I went to pick up my results. Then we went to have our lunch at Mentari Court's Hap Gei BBQ rice shop. Yummeh!!! Talked for a little while. Well, I kinda miss this kind of moment where everyone talking non stop and laughing. Now that we are growing older and most of us has been separated to different places, this kind of moment will appear lesser. 

After the lunch we all went to Klang to kidnap babi C!! Played with her dog for a little while and then we went to my college. We were really going crazy all the way from Klang to the city. Hand out the result, visit the lecturer for approving my color which I still have to correct it.=_= And we went to China Airlines's office to verify my air ticket to Taiwan!! Yay! Everything went smooth and easy. And we went to Pyramid to shop. I shop like crazy! Seriously! Ha-ha! Mom's gonna kill me. 

We went back to Klang for steamboat around 8. That's awesome! I miss the steamboat. ha-ha! We had a good time at Chloe's place. Went back home at 10. Everyone was freaking tired and full. When I get home, I was playing with my new clothes and shoes. I haven't get my undies yet. I'm so gonna get it on Monday! I'm so gonna get it!! LOL! Or on the weekends. haha! 

致我未來的老公

给我一个难忘的求婚

不需要它有多么奢华

只要它让我在想起时

觉得自己的成长是完整而甜蜜的

娶我、做我的丈夫

我不需要你有多么高大和英俊

只要你完全爱我

有一个能包容我的小任性

小娇气的宽广胸怀

你要对我负责

有一个健康的身体

因为它承担着家庭的责任

请不要轻易的用酒精、尼古丁

过度的劳累、透支的睡眠去伤害它

假如我们很穷

我只要你有一颗进取的心

我愿意尽我微薄的力量去改善我们的生活

和你一起面对贫困、失败、挫折、疾病……

但是请你一定、一定要保持积极乐观的心态

永远不要放弃对生活的热爱与追求

我不需要你挣很多很多钱

其实人实际需要的很少

我希望你能推开一切不必要的应酬

陪我做点小家务

学会帮孩子换尿布

给他讲大灰狼

和我们看卡通电影……

当孩子长大时

你会明白这些琐碎是多么的温馨而珍贵

经常问候我的父母

让他们知道你的关心

他们会感觉到能把女儿嫁给你

是一件多么幸运和开心的事

而我会发自内心地心疼你的父母

虽然我很笨

但我会尽力把他们的儿子照顾好

如果你在外面受了气或不开心

请不要一个人抽闷烟喝闷酒

我是你的妻子

我要和你一起承担

请向我发劳骚

让我抱着你睡

你的开心也请和我一起分享

让我为你欢呼和庆祝

我健忘、任性

有时会偷懒到不收拾房间

不洗衣服……

请你不要发脾气

那只是我暂时的放松

只要你宠爱地把我抱在怀里

说我小笨蛋小懒虫

然后假装帮我去收拾

我会幸福到乐滋滋去把它们做好

我们会有各自的朋友圈

朋友的作用有时是爱人代替不了的

我希望我们能尊重对方的朋友

彼此信任

当我的朋友需要安慰时

麻烦你照顾孩子

让我去为他们尽一份心

而你的朋友需要你

晚上不能回家时

请你给我打电话报平安

家里灯不会灭、门不会反锁。

我知道我一定不是最美丽最聪慧的女子

我有许许多多的缺点

但我会尽量的去提升和完善自己

让自己健康、自信、漂亮、贤惠

让你的朋友提起我时

都说你的太太挺不错的

我也希望别人向我提起你时说

你先生挺能干的

看上去精力充沛

如果我累了

有条件做一个居家小女人时

请让我休息

我不能为家庭做出经济贡献

但我向你保证

当你回到家时

你看到的会是一张温和的笑脸

泡好的茶、干净的房间和洗好的臭袜子

尽管我分不清豆芽和青菜

但我会照着《美食大全》

努力把自己培养成为天下最伟大的厨娘

婚姻生活是平淡的

我希望我们都能以乐观、平静、感恩的心

去度过甚至是享受这种平淡

在柴米油盐和做不完的家务中寻找乐趣

我向你保证

我绝对忠诚于你

忠诚于我们的婚姻和家庭

若是有一天你厌倦了

遇见让你更为倾心的女子

我一定会吃醋生气、伤心甚至吵闹

那是因为我舍不得你

当我们70岁时

我希望我们仍然为彼此点上蜡烛

你像当年一样

握着我不再柔润的双手

深情的对我说：

“感谢上苍

赐给我一个世界上最美丽最可爱

只是没有牙齿的老太婆”

而我也如当年一般调皮

捏着你满是皱纹的脸：

“感谢老天爷

让我捡到一个本世纪最英俊最聪明

只是驼了背的老头子”

Saw this post at a forum. 

Will this happen?=]

p/s: I love you.

Colorful Day

I'm doing my homework. The colors really driving me nuts. I'm really not good in art. Seriously! I still can't figure out how to do it. Why would I get myself into this mess I asked myself. The conclusion is, [si fat hen]. Damn!!

Woke up at 12, aunt called and asked about the Taiwan trip's air fair. Mom video called me again talking about the Taiwan trip. I have to take the cab by my own from the airport to the hotel. All alone in a new place?! Well, haha! Do you think that's hard? Not at all! Cause I got brain!! LOL! WTF?! 

Anyways, except for the color thing driving me nuts today, everything is perfectly fine! I'm having a good day with everything. Appreciate!! 13 more days?!! Yay! I can't wait!! Finally~

I found a new way to college and it was so fast! I get there around 7:45am and my class starts at 9am. I sat in my car for half an hour and I slowly enjoy my walk to class which is a very very short journey. So, we played with poster color today. I'm totally gone crazy by those mixing color and their percentage of mixing. Gosh! It just kills me, by the time I found the right amount, the whole bottle of poster color already gone half of it. Damn, that was just a trial, I'm gonna die looking for the freaking color. 

After the torturing class, I went to have lunch with Vince. Knew that few people failed the MC subject. Seriously, we were following and wrote from the text book. I really don't get why is she saying that what we wrote is not about marketing. So, does she mean what she taught for all the time is not about marketing too? I doubt that. That just brings me mood down down down~ What the heck!! I'm not satisfied with the result! It could be better!

Went home, and fainted. Ha-ha! Because of last night, I'm lack of sleep. Just too much! But, that was fun and sexy. I'm gonna be crazy thinking of it. I think of it during the class and I messed up my color. So, do not think of other stuff when doing homework. Damn!!!

Pranked!

I'm suppose to go back to Sg Buloh tonight, but I didn't. Because of the time and petrol. So, I'm still at Puchong. I stay home all day and doing nothing practically. Went to IOI Mall for my specific ruler which request from the lecturer. Get home and go out for dinner again with the fams. Well, I was taking care of the baby who drives me nuts!!! Seriously! He was hyperactive and never gets tired. I was sweating and running like a crazy women. I wonder if others will thought I'm the mother. Ha-ha!!

Joe Yee was there to get his new phone. Oh ya! We were having Tony Roma's again. Cause other places were packed with people. There's an IT exhibition at the convention centre and we went to check it out. Haha. Full of people. We decided to leave cause the baby was running like crazy.

Get home and had a little chat at Skype. LOL. Something gone wild and unexpected. Surprisingly, both party surprised each other. Ha-ha!! Oh gosh!!!! No more surprise!

Good night/ good morning! This post were updated on Monday morning but I saved post on Sunday night. Hehe!!

P/s: I'm sorry. As the title said pranked... I did a little joke at facebook stated that I am 3 months pregnant. Well, people were saying Congrats and bla bla bla. Oh gosh. It was because I had too much food and make my tummy look like 3 months pregnant. LOL. I'm so sorry to fool all of you. My bad!! Never gonna happen again. Promise!!

House Warming Party

It's actually an office warming party. ha-ha. Everyone was there and I've heard that the whole office was packed!! But, by the time I get there, most of the people had left. Hang out at there for the rest of the day. Ate so many things and talked so much. Had dinner at Tang Dynasty and bought DVD home for movie. The movie was okay. Not really that nice. Get home around 1030 pm. 

Mom told me that we are confirming celebrating out CNY at Taiwan. Yay!! I hope that the plan won't change again. I'm going to jog and work out like crazy these few weeks. 

Ok.... I'm gonna stop here. I'm tired!! Chiao~

Went to class, I was acting like a zombie. The other night I have been informed that the result is out. So, inpatient me immediately check and luckily I pass everything. Unfortunately, some of them failed. I feel bad. =( 

After the class, went to meet up with Vince and have lunch together. Talked for a little while and went back home. Because of lack of sleep the other night, when I get home, played with the baby and went to bed terus pengsan. ha-ha. 

That's my day~

If I Knew...

Well, I love reading. I've read a story, it's a sad romance. I'm kinda get into the story. Almost. ha-ha. As usual, boy met girl and they fall in love.... No!!! This is not. I don't read usual stuff. That's boring. It begins like this. Boy met girl, and they were friend. During that time, they were dating someone else. They don't know each other much. They were just a hi-bye friend. No one know since when, they start talking and fooling around and getting closer. That time, the girl just separated and the boy still going on with the other person. Yet, the are best friend. The boy's partner knew about the girl. They are friend and they are cool. [This kind of friendship makes me so jealous.] ...... [The story is so freaking long. Oh my gosh!! I'll summarize it. ha-ha! ]The boy broke up, the girl become the companion. They hang out more often than usual. They were close and yet they don't want any commitment. The boy found out that he falls for the girl. The girl was not yet ready. But they are still hanging out and very close. Then another girl appear in the boy's life and they get together. The girl was confuse she asked the boy, then the boy told her that he was waiting all the time, but she never give any respond and then he gave up. Maybe it's just fate. They are not meant to be. They could be bestie but not couple. The girls realize she's in love with the boy but its just too late. Because the boy is not there for her anymore. Then, the girl left the country and the boy start his own life. One thing the girl do not know is, in the boy's heart she's always the special one.


I know, is still very long. The story suppose to end with a happy ending, right? But the truth is, in real life, not everything ends happily. 

I had a nightmare. I was freaking out to think about it. When I get up, I realize my hands were on my boobs. I wonder if this is the reason to make me having the nightmare. ha-ha!

I'm practically doing nothing. Mom called and ask about my results. The conclusion is, I'm going to get myself a part time job. But, seriously, what can I do? I was wanting to work at Starbucks. The problem is, I'm a lazy bug. I'll try I'll try. We'll see!

My whole body is shaking right now. I was jogging and working out. My abs are killing me. Anyways, I'm bored to death!!

S

Secret Word. I told you before.

不是没有停留，是你不肯收留。

她说她喜欢上了他 他笑笑
他们很暧昧
她一直等
她知道没有以后
她坚持着 以为会有以后
然后她爱上了他
她怕自己无可救药
她选择放弃 因为等了好久都没有回应
她不想再等了
她决定让一切回到像刚开始那样
他问她那个个问题
她告诉他那个答案
回答得很苦涩
那个答案那么的真

My First Time..

... watching movie at The Pavilion... ha-ha.

Today I went to my first Color Theory class late! But, the lecture was very kind. It's all because of the stupid traffic! I went out one hour earlier already! Anyways, the class was fun. But, some of the students are driving the lecturer crazy and irritating me. They just can't follow the instruction and listen.

Class ended early and I went to Time Square to meet with the babies and babi[s]. Had lunch at TS then we walked to Pavilion. We were very [semangat]. LOL. Kevin bought a X-Box, Chloe bought her pants and clothes and bla bla bla. I bought a cover for my cute little ass. We walked and walked and we can't feel the legs anymore. I even hurt my feet!='(

The movie we watched were Season of the Witch. The movie was okay. Just scares me and makes me don't have the time to enjoy my junk food. Cause I'm using my food to block myself from the screen. The cinema was very very cold, everyone was shaking and freezing. The air condition went stronger as the horror scene appear. We were tortured by the high class cinema. Ha-ha!

I was looking for another cover for Stitch! I was looking for Stitch cover!! I saw few of them, but I don't like it. Just not my cup of tea. Then we had our dinner at Kim Gary. Oh, by the way, we purposely walk back to Time Square to eat at Kim Gary cause the Kim Gary at Sg Wang was packed and doesn't look nice at all. Ate there, talked like crazy before the food come. By the time everyone got their food, our table were really quiet. Cause all of us are so hungry and we just don't have the time to talk.

Sent home those babi[s], and I went back to Puchong. So freaking tired and I wanted to die already!!!!!
Steamboat tomorrow at Chloe's place perhaps?

Tiring day! Productive day! Spending day! What a day!

Woke up pretty late today and I realize I haven't buy Color Theory Class's tools. Text Chloe and ask her to go with me. Met her at Kota Damansara cause she was hanging around there with Kevin. Fetch them at Starbucks and we went to One Utama. Hang out there for quite a long time. We were trying heels, trying out Cheong Sam, bought those tools, looking for bags, gossiping, playing with Barbie doll and bla bla bla.

We had our breakfast/lunch/dinner at Tang Shifu again. But this time, the meal we ordered were not good. Then I was nagging for Shimino. And so, we went there. Ha-ha!! So yumeh!! I hate Grace for bringing me there. I hate you babi G!!!! But it was so tasty!! I'm in love with it!!

Good night!!!!

Sick Baby

Woke up around 9 in the morning, but because of today is Saturday and I got no date, I decided to went back to sleep. I'm seriously exhausted. I'm not feeling well and is it the symptom of playing too much BB? I got to name my BB!!! [Cute little ass]!! LOL. Well, it's not little at all. The size is almost the same with iphone. It's slighty bigger and heavier and thicker. My love!! I love big gadget.

Woke up, play with the phone for a little while and playing What's app with Mr. S, then clean the house. Seriously, I'm not as good as before. I used to be very [semangat] on cleaning the house. Now, all I think is the maid can do it. I just want to sit down and date my laptop, phones, tv.

After a while, I don't feel well when I'm having chat with Mr. J. I keep on sneezing and having itchy nose and eye. Disaster!! I surrender and went to sleep. Told Mr. J that I'll be waking up at 7, but I [pengsan] until 830pm. So, I worried myself, and J. ha-ha! I don't want to fall sick and taste nothing!!

I'm gonna go watch tv, pps, playing with [cute little ass] while Mr. S is not here. Chiao~

Holy Mama!!

Went to college today and I almost late for class. I accidentally sat on other people's reserved seat. I didn't realize it until their friends showed up. I was so embarrass!! I was sitting there and listening to the same old stuff. HRM. IF!! If my HRM results come out this Friday and it exempted, I will only have one class per week.

After the class, called Vince for lunch. Had Pan Mee around that area, talked a little bit and went home for delivery stuff. Done some stuff asked from mom and check for my phone stuff. Well, F.Y.I..... I got a new BlackBerry Torch already!! Yeah!! 1st wish from the wish list had fulfilled! I'm so happy! Thanks Mom!!! Thanks Chloe, thanks Kevin Ho!!! Love you guys a lot.

Well, I search for the phone like crazy. I went to several outlets and went crazy at the end. From Pyramid to IOI and back to Pyramid. The moment is like WTH?! You guys have no idea what my reaction was. By the way, I'm going crazy with the phone. I have to stop playing it already. Damn!!!

Woke up at 12 today. o_O! I'm so exhausted. Then I went to Giza Mall to do grocery shopping since I'm going to spend some time at Sg Buloh. I've bought a lot. I went up and down around Damansara area. Went to One Utama and TTDI. Phew~ That's crazy.

Got home, packed mom's stuff. Chat on Skype. That's the day.

Seriously, I don't feel like blogging. I'm sleepy all the time. I jogged and worked out. My abs sore. I have been ordered to do some work. I'm gonna leave to Sg Buloh to complete my job. So, this coming Thursday, I will have another concert to work for. I don't know how's the pay. But the last concert I worked haven't paid me yet. Yikes!!

I want to buy new clothes, undies, shoes, bags and can I get a phone? My iphone not even reach a year, and it's having problem already. I can't silent my phone. I want a BlackBerry Torch and I hope I can get one f.o.c. Ha-ha! I'm dreaming.

I ate a lot these days. I worked out a lot these days. So all of these equals to nothing. Damn!!!

I got a hair cut today. Look fresh and clean. Yay! Had brunch with Chloe at The Central just beside the salon. I was so freaking hungry and I think I can eat a cow! After the hair cut, we drove to One Utama for our movie The Tourist. It's awesome. I mean Angelina Jolie. ha-ha. By the way, before headed to Klang. Me and Kevin was saying that we are going to meet at Grace's house cause it's more convenient for Vince to fetch us. Then, we both arrive around the same time. Funny thing was, we didn't call each other while we reached. We played our phone, called other people instead of calling each other. So we waited... waited... and waited until I felt weird. End up he's waiting in front of Grace's house and I'm waiting at the space I parked every time. If Vince be the driver, he sure knows where to pick me up. ha-ha!

I had so many stuff to eat today. The Ice Cream, the Roti Boy Buttermilk bun, The Auntie Ann Lemonade, The Shimino's Chocolate Cheese Cake and Banana's wrap, Tong Sifu's porridge. Well, I get to punk those two babies during dinner time. I've ordered Wong Lou Kat, a Chinese herbal tea, it was bitter. I ask them to drink it and they showed the funniest face!! I get to teach Grace some Chinese words. I hope she remembers the 10 Chinese word I taught. Ha-ha!

I'm so freaking tired now. I got to sleep. Tomorrow Granny is leaving. She's going back to Muar. I'm gonna miss her like crazy. One good news, I got exempted for the English Second Language stupid course for the moment. But if I'm going to continue the Degree, I will have to enroll it still. I hope I can get exemption for HRM also! As less as possible!! The less the better!!!!

Good night~ I'm dead tired actually!!!

When L met S -- Love Is Beautiful

She has bad temper, he was a bad tempered. She is selfish, he accept her with a big heart. He said he's not good enough. She thinks that he is perfect. Nobody is perfect. In her eye, he is. He is different. She sees the different. She wonders if others notice the different. He loves her deeply. She adores him crazy. She felt sorry. He said no big deal. He calms her always, with his big warm smile and silly face. She loves seeing him smile. He's stressing out, she couldn't help. All she can do is smile when she sees him, to calm him down, to let him feel safe and worry-less. She told her friend that she's going to work this out. Her friend told her to work this out. She thinks this is real. He thinks this is commitment. She's not yet ready. He's on standby mode. He's always there for her. She always runs towards him. She trust him, she rely on him. She told him that she's afraid of something. He gave her promise. She knew that promise should not give out easily if you can't fulfill. Yet, she believes. She never lost faith on love. She knew there will be someone right for her. 

The First Day

The first day to new school... I woke up freaking early in the morning just to prevent traffic jam. End up I reach there 45 mins earlier. Everything went smooth, and met new friend. English test was like wth! Ha-ha! Sneaked out half way of the orientation, had lunch with Shirley and Sam. We chat and chat and chat. Chloe came after our lunch, and we gossip like crazy once again. Bought a belly ring. So pinkish!! Bought 2 outfits. Bought some stuff at Guardian and Watson. Had dinner with Chloe and Kevin at Sushi Zanmai.

Today, there's a girl was talking with her friends like crazy. The bf was injured and she still talking with her friends and ignored the bf. The girl was such a bitch!! She keeps on talking and talking and left her bf alone and disappointed. The bf was waiting for the concern from the girl. And the girl ignored the bf whole day! Yet, she don't even bother to reply a message to the bf. How ridiculous could she be?! She's really a jerk!! The bf did not blame the stupid girl for ignoring him and yet he blame himself for bothering her when she's meeting the friend. That girl is really such an asshole and should be grateful to have this kind of bf. If I'm her!! I will keep the bf and don't let other people see him. Stupidest girl I ever seen in my life!! Girl!! You should be grateful and thankful and blissful for having this kind of bf. Do you know lucky you are?! Stupid shit!!! Geramnyer!!!

Anyways, the day was great. Until I realize how awful I am. SUCK BIG TIME!!!!!

The Dream The Fantasy

Ok, I had the weirdest dream ever. Well, it can be count as a sweet dream I think. But, that depends on how Mr. J picture it. ha-ha. 

So, I read a book today. There's a short article talking about the proposal. When a couple decided to settle down, should the guy ask for the lady's parent's permission to marry their daughter? This makes me wonder. I think the guy should. Because for me, I really wish my daughter's boyfriend will ask if he can marry my daughter. But weird thing is, so what if I don't agree. They are in love. Or they are going to run away from me, find a place where no one knows them and get married? This is so freaking sad. I would love to have both of my parent's sincere bless for my marriage. Not the disagreement. Okay, I'm gonna stop this. I'm freaking myself out. What am I thinking? 

By the way, I wasn't feeling well this evening after I ate tons of junk food. I had the dark chocolate, breast shape white chocolate, milk and green tea chocolate which brought back from Japan. I had some crackers, and a coffee. I had milk candy which also from Japan. I had papaya. I am craving for sweet taste. I have the weird symptom before the [auntie visit]. I will crave for sweet taste and I will have certain normal symptoms for lady who's before having the [auntie visit]. Anyways, all of these food makes me feel sick. I realize I didn't drink water after I had all these. I am not a water lover person. I can forget to drink water the whole day and make myself sick then I would looking for Auntie Ann's lemonade. ha-ha! Whenever I'm having headache I want to get myself a lemonade. It calms me down. Always!

I am waiting. I am awake from the nap. I usually go to bed at this time. But I just woke up. I wonder what time I will fall back to sleep. School start on Monday. I have a orientation to go. I have to test my English because the stupid SPM English weren't good enough for me to get through. Well, SPM is like 5 years ago. Damn! Wasting time. I can't wait to meet new friends learn new things. I hope the new place will be a peaceful wonderful environment. I'm too old for drama. I can't handle it. >.< 

I wonder how my result will be. I am nervous. ISH!!!

New Year New Beginning

It suppose to be a good start. Due to some reason my mood is not that okay. Things are not that bad actually, but it somehow got my nerves. I'm having good start in everything, I appreciate it and I don't want to let anyone or any matters to ruin it. Finally there's a second chance, bright future, great person appears in front of me. I just want it to be smooth and easy. I want no drama. I hate drama. Especially it drag myself or my love one into the mess. Stupid shit! Sigh!!!

Anyways!! My Chinese New Year will be celebrate at Taiwan!! How awesome could it be? I've been there few times and every time I spent few hours over there -- the airport. Ha-ha. It's for transit. Boring!! This time! Finally I got the chance! One problem is, the outfits! I don't want to spend on those clothes which I couldn't wear at Malaysia. I hope mommy will be kind enough to sponsor me. One more month I will fly to there and spend time with the fams!! The favorite time in my life. Family is the priority.

p/s: Stitch, I will be fine. I'm just upset because of what happened.