Class ends early today because our lecturer said he was sick. Well, he is leaving us soon cause this is the last semester he will be teaching at here. Feel sad cause he is a nice lecturer.

Called hubby boy this morning, and he was having his meeting. Luckily I didn't talk very loud cause he called back later and told me that his professor was sitting beside him. Yikes! We are having issue these few days. I don't really know why and how, but I know we are going to over come this together. He is such a great guy and makes me so happy all the time. A blog post made my day. Yay. I miss him so much and he is coming back so soon! I can't wait!

p/s: Hubby, that is not a short post lo.. Tipu! Love you!

5th Month

It's our fifth months. Glad that we made it.

For you hubby!

Outing

Outing with my two favorite babi[s] yesterday. I mean on this day. I was writing this on Sunday but I decide to put the post date on Saturday. Whatever ok?! I like.

Anyways, we were saying that we are going out on Saturday to Pyramid cause I wanted to wash mom's car and collect the warranty card at Harvey Norman. And so, I waited for Vince to come then we go fetch Grace together. I waited and waited and waited and waited and waited like so tamade freaking long time and then I called. He said he's coming. Then I waited and waited and waited and waited again, I can't stand any longer so I text him, he said he's on the way, he also mention that some part went wrong. I don't understand at first, but then when he get here, only I knew what he meant. LOL. I was laughing like crazy and he purposely tell me not to tell Grace. But end up I did. Cause I keep laughing and Grace was confuse by my sudden laugh.

We had lunch at Mc D because of the stupid Coca-Cola glass collection. LOL. Well, hubby said he wants it, so I gave it to him because the glass looks freaking cool. Then we went here and there, we bought roasted whatever thing bubble milk tea at Chatime and we sat there chat for a little while. Well, our topic is always those not so important things but make us laugh to die kind of things. I was buying so many stuff over there and they help me to carry. So sweet! ha-ha. Actually, I slave them. mua hahahaha.

I had a great time with you guys! p/s: Babi Chloe and Kevin was suppose to join us, but they ffk. Owe us 3 Chatime. LOL.

Today was Lee Wei's birthday and after class, we went to celebrate with her. The restaurant was awesome. I thought I can meet up with Shirley and Sam, but when I get there, they already left. Too bad. Anyways, we had a little talk and laugh like mad people. Getting well with each other. Food at there are great. I was planning to buy the Macaroons. BUT! I didn't. Cause I spend around RM40 at there already. Seriously, it's expensive but yummeh!

When I get back I took a nap and get up do my homework. I miss my boy.

J's

I got so many dress to draw. Necklines, cuffs, sleeves, shirts, blouses. Need to draw 5 of each. Happynyer! Damn. All of it still in progress. Luckily I have no other homeworks already and I can focus on this, but coming up will be crazily busy. Week 11, I got so many stuff to hand up. I wish on that time I'm still alive and won't look like a panda.

So, babi G text me today and ask for a movie. Gosh!!!!! I think I'm gonna buy toto and 4D tomorrow. ha-ha! I said yes cause I haven't seen them since the house is getting ready. A month ago! Time flies. Someone is coming back soon! Yay!
I'm waiting for him to get back now. In the mean time, I'm drawing also blogging. LOL. I got a picture that I must share and later he will gone mad after he sees this. LOL.

I feel so sleepy right now. I think today I'm gonna sleep early again. I misssssssssss uu!

Oh boy... I draw until I want to suicide already. Now, have to be more hardworking on doing research book and homework already cause I don't want to be like last 2 week, busy until I want to cry. Gonna plan it well and do more with the sketching. It's crazy! It's insane! Why so many of it! Dad it's coming back tomorrow which means mom's office is not for me to use already cause the office is link with the master bedroom and I have to give dad a little bit of privacy. duh!

I'm going to class in 15 minutes more. I don't want to draw already and I just want to do nothing. Maybe day dreaming. Called the man, talk a little bit. He's going to gym later while I can continue my drawing. I was thinking maybe I can do my history research book as well. 3 more chapters I have to catch up. 

Mr.J

So, after I come back from school later, I will need to pack up some stuff for dad to bring back to shanghai. Before that, I just realize that I haven't pump my petrol. Yikes! I got to go now. 

Oh my god! The weather today was so hot! I was sweating. Believe it or not, I was sweating inside the freaking shopping mall. I wonder what is wrong the One Utama. Should have been to the other place instead. I went to service my poor little Myvi after class. I think I didn't use much of my car cause the last service was at December which is the time I went with Babi Grace. Now, May! Gosh, my car is really not very productive. 

I was wanting to get myself new cleanser as the current one is finishing. Then I was looking for facial brush and it was so hard to find and yet I couldn't get one. I gave up and went home. I got myself a salad as my dinner from Carl's Jr. I was wanting to buy the chili fries, but think of my fat and skin issue, I only ordered the salad and take away. 

My man was funny today. Well, he is always that funny. So in love. LOL. Good news! The assignment we've been doing for merchandising was getting great marks! We've got 82% for the assignment 1. I hope the coming assignment will get the great result like this one as well.

Ok. I got to go do my homework now. Also, talking to the man. chiao~

So, I was doing my homework this whole day. I was drawing some evening dresses and watching movie. Having massive headache and took a nap which doesn't help at all. It was awful. My vegetarian project is so going down. I have few pictures only which I suppose to have 21 pictures already. Cause we are doing the one week Eco-friendly project and have to make it as a power point. I think I'm gonna Google the pictures online. I'm cheating~ Yikes.

I miss my man so much. He is a funny guy who makes me fall so in love. He always asking why would I fall in love with him and this and that. I was like duh~ Is the same reason why I fall in love with him. See, he is grumpy little old man. You know what? When he see this, he is gonna nag at me and show me his pity little face and complain about me saying him like this. Well, he is my precious and I'm so in love. He doesn't allow me to say he's cute. Well, what if I say you are pretty baby? ha-ha! The fact is, you are really cute and your cuteness makes me so happy. Do you notice that? I always a happy baby when I'm with you. I always smile. Thanks for making happy everyday. Love you so much!

Having class tomorrow and I am so lazy. Help!

Just come back from school and very [semangat] to blog. ha-ha. Well, today was okay except the classroom's air-conditioner broke down. It was so sticky and heat and disgusting. We were all drawing like no tomorrow and I'm glad that I could finish the sketches on time. 

I was so emotional today after I wake up. I don't know why. I don't remember what I dream about, I thought it's the dream cause me, but I don't remember a thing. I just know that I'm extremely miss my man. So much! He was having bad day again. The bike repair thingy is driving him crazy and I think he's taking his nap now cause he didn't reply my message. He's so nice cause no matter how late I message, and if he notice it he will definitely reply. So sweet! Love him so much.

I'm waiting for mom to get ready for dinner. I don't know where are we going but I'm the driver for sure. We are going to do some grocery shopping cause mom is going back tomorrow. Dad went back this morning and duh... the step brother (the youngest brother) did something to hurt dad again. I don't know what was he thinking. Such a brat. Whatever!

Hey baby, I miss you! I've been thinking about you all day long. I was thinking about the trip, and the day we gonna spend together when you get back. I'm gonna stick with you as long as I can, better if it's 24/7. LOL. I think you gonna wake up and read this with your dinner. I love you so much!

p/s: something happen today in our class. I mean, student being late/absent and being punish is not the lecture's fault. Guess what? Some of the student was saying that they are going to complaint about the lecturer. They are bullying her because she is new in the college. Well, my opinion is... people, do you know what is respect? You late and you absent for classes, the lecturer said you are failing for attendance, that's your own problem. Is not like the lecturer point the gun at you and force you being late and not to come to the class. Now that you are being punish, why are you saying the lecturer is a bitch and curse her? She do not deserve this kind of treatment. She's doing her job. Being strict is wanting us to be perfect. You guys are not appreciating it. How stupid you are when you say out loud about how you gonna do to her in the class. I think, you only got the words, do you dare to do it? I don't think so. Use your fucking branded bag to hit her la idiot! No respect to the teacher, how your parents teach you for the last 20 over years? I felt pity for the parents and the lecturer although I'm not happy with her picky attitude towards our homework :( But I don't think it's appropriate to behave like this. NO GOOD! 

Stay home all day. Work out a little bit and start doing my homework. Well, I didn't spend much time on it seriously. I only draw 10 garments. I feel so lazy now. All I want to do is....... I don't know.. Maybe I just hate garment class and history of costume class. Or maybe it's just because of the lecturer. I don't want to do anything.

Well today my man is not feeling ok because of the bike thingy. Also, he teared his work out shirt accidentally which is very expensive one. He was not in the mood. I feel bad for him. Tomorrow will be going to class and end of week 7th. So fast. 4 more weeks will be the final week and I will be busy on handling research book, homework, and final exam. Most important thing is!!! My man is back on that time! Yay~

I slept at 3am last night. Well honestly, I didn't do any of my homework as I felt that I've been so busy for the whole previous week and I wanted to relax. Turns out, I get used to the busy life. I feel so empty when I didn't do my homework but still I insist of not doing/touching/seeing them. So, after end the call with hubby, I watch the drama at PPTV. It was nice and touch. That makes me miss the man badly. I miss him so freaking much.

So, I saw in island documentary film at Facebook and it does catch my attention. I went online and check out the price. Guess what? RM700++ for 3 days 2 nights. You think per person?! NO! It's per night. Seriously, I'm not joking!This is the room rate I've check. RM360 per night and another one is slightly higher. I want to go! The sea the beach the sun the environment! Damn! I want to have a romantic trip with my man. Took tons of pictures and make an album. 

Letter for you. 

Lazy Day

Today is the lazy day for me. Non productive day at all. I did some work outs and I went to The Lai's to pick up my stuff. Then aunt ask me to join her to view her soon to be new home at Putrajaya. Freaking awesome ya'll! 9 rooms and all so freaking big I mean gigantic! FREAK! So, it was nice and I made a reservation for myself. haha. I do nothing at all today except for moving a lot of stuff and shoes from Puchong to the new place. Mom and dad is going to faint if the see the shoe rack. Damn!

I miss my boy. He was doing some sexy stuff today and almost made me fall. Cause it's too sexy. lol. I was suppose to do my garment homework today and I didn't. I prefer working out. It was killing me at first, and now after I ate some biscuit at aunt's, I choose to torture my fats again. It was fun although my tummy now is killing me. I'm so sleepy. I don't want to waste anytime already. I'm gonna do the laundry and unpack everything I brought back before mom kick my ass. Well, these days me and mom are doing so well. I mean, she's like a mom. Ha-ha. She never cooked or take care of me before. She's the workaholic mom and all she give is money... very little amount of money. Then, she cook for me, taking care of my life and now, I'm gonna miss her cause she's going back on Thursday. I feel sad already. Who's gonna cook the half boiled eggs for me although we have the egg machine thing. Who's gonna blend the nutritions fruit juice for me although I'm the one who teach her and gave her the recipe. Who's gonna said to me my coffee are great when I make a coffee?! I miss my mom. LOL. Such a drama queen. Well, she's coming back soon at July I think. 

Got to go now. Be back soon. 

When..

... I'm tired of doing the report I tend to write here. ahahahaha!

Well, mom went out for [urut] with her friend. I'm home cause I'm rushing for my assignment. I feel like my liver is going so down. Is like exploding anytime. But, mom has been a very nice women lately. LOL. She cook for me. Seriously, she never cook and she's the business women. Don't ever expect she will cook. In fact, she cook and she prepare dessert as well. Says will help me gain more [qi]. So sweet la my mom! Anyways, she's really a wonderful women. She had a very rough life as you guys knew me and knew my family story. So, now she is doing better and better, her friends come back and visit us. Well, this friend was a very very long time friend from dad first company. She was mom's colleague. Then that's a very long story and I don't want to reveal her privacy. She was facing a major problem in her family, mom see her friend's current condition is like seeing herself about past 8 years ago when she needed help the most. So, she helped her friend. She felt bad for her and she was upset actually. Well, I told mom that she can help whatever she can as long as she has the ability to do so. I'm so proud of my mom. She the super hero. 

I miss my man. He's on the way back from Taoyuan for the sexy show. LOL. The picture really scares me. Baby, I don't want you to be like that. That's seriously too over. I mean I'm ok with it, but are you really going to do it?! Seriously?! I don't want to bleed whenever I sees you. I will die of lack of blood you know?! LOL. I miss you so much! Love you!

所以我是一边赶报告一边浪费时间。好啦，写blog不是浪费时间好不好！很想念那个亲爱的男人勒！I don't want to write in Chinese anymore cause the man will laugh at my stupid grammar.
I was busy doing my report and yet I can listen to music and blogging. You know what? I actually love my life right now. I have a boyfriend but he's not here. I'm not being ironic or sarcastic, it's true. I have a boyfriend but he's not here. He's at another country. Both of us are doing our own thing. We didn't stick together as much as other couple did. In fact, we are closer to each other compare with other couples. We do not waste our time on hanging out or what. We do the things we need to do. We do the priority matters more than dating. This is what I love about. I don't want to be like before which most of my time was given to the boyfriend. How about my homework and family? Now, I hang out more often with my families and I am so busy with my work. We are fighting for our own future now, and maybe later we can live better life. Isn't it? I've wasted so much time on hanging out and doing not so important things. Well, some ask why not just be single single? Not single but not available. Hmm... I think this is a responsibility and motivation. I feel safe to be in this kind of relationship though. It gives me faith on how I can handle my own relationship. I've always been missing my man. I always have thinking how good he is. And the cheating/betraying part? Well people, if you do not trust him, why would you want to be with him? Seriously, if you don't believe your another half, let's just be single. I trust my man very much. Another thing is, I do not simply go flirting with other guys. Once I had a stable relationship, it's a commitment. Not good to break a promise if you've promise him to be with him. Betrayal is no good. NO GOOD!

It's hard to find a person who knows me so much. Is like we've been hanging out forever so he could knows what I'm thinking. He knows every little details of my action. No, he is not a stalker of course. He's a very awesome person. With fantastic personalities. Great charming guy. Makes me feel so in love. He might not be perfect in his own eyes or in other's people eyes. But, he always is the perfect person in my eyes. He's life is full of positive energy and so passionate. When I'm talking to him, I felt so much from him although my face is like already cacat. But, I do felt it inside my heart. Everyday, I always think that I'm so freaking lucky to have someone like him. I want to keep him for myself forever. Never gonna let him go. mua hahahaha!

You guys might think I'm still in the honey moon stage. This stage already pass few months ago. Our honey moon stage is over. Cause we don't talk like we used to be. We used to be very funny and always say something disgusting. Now, we are even more disgusting. LOL! Have you ever felt that you another half is the person you wanted to share everything no matter good or bad in the first time? With him, I do. I felt this way. No matter how mad I am, I want to tell him how I felt. It might let him feels like I'm throwing all the blame on him but actually I'm not. I'm telling him cause I felt that I will be okay if he knows about it. It's selfish I know. I might have bothers him. But, if he feels okay, why not? He will let me knows if he don't feel okay with it.

Anyways, I hope I can write this long at my report. God damn it.

I came apart inside a world made of angry people

i found a boy who had a dream

making everyone smile

He was sunshine

I fell over my feet

like bricks underwater

how am i supposed to tell you how i feel

i need oxygen

oh baby if i was your lady

i will make you happy

never gonna leave, never gonna leave

oh baby i will be your lady

i am going crazy for you

and so i found a state of mind

where i could be speechless

i had to try it for a while

to figure out this feeling

this felt so right

pull me upside down to a place

where you've been waiting

how am i supposed to tell you how i feel

i need oxygen

oh baby if i was your lady

i will make you happy

im never gonna leave,

never gonna leave

oh baby i will be your lady

i am going crazy for you

you dont wanna keep me waiting

staring at my fingers feeling like a fool

oh baby i will be your lady

i will make you happy

im never gonna leave,

never gonna leave

oh baby i will be your lady

i'm going crazy, yeah-ohhhh

tell me what you want,

baby tell me what you need

anything i ask baby give it to me

baby give it to me, give it to me

give it to me, give it to me

baby give it to me give it to me

came apart inside a world made of angry people

i found a boy who had a dream

making everyone smile... 

I was doing assignment and this song suddenly appear in my mind. I miss my baby.

I was busy with the assignment. And finally the week is over. All I need to do now is focusing on my Monday presentation and the research book. I'm saying.. This course is freaking crazy. I feel so stress about it. Seriously, my life now is homework, assignment, research book and exam. I think I'm gonna go crazy for it.

Anyways, this is the things I'm gonna tell my man. So, that's it for you guys. Tata~

long post for you u S.

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I cried like a child when I messed up and when mom is here. I break down easily when mom is here. Cause I know I will be okay if mom is here. I can't live without my mom although sometimes she drive me crazy. I love her more than anything. I believe everyone feel the same. I'm such a baby.

Mother's Day

Is Mother's day! Yay~ Well, mom and dad is here at the new place! You know what? I'm so happy that I finally have my own bedroom with the ideal bed I want and the whole room was everything I want. Thanks mom for letting me do whatever I want. Thanks for giving all the things I want. Without mommy, I am nothing. So thankful and appreciate.

These few days was so crazily busy. Went here and there for house shopping. Clean up and down at my room and the other part of the house. Met babi G with her whole family at Pyramid. I said 'Hi!' so many times cause her family slowly 'pop' out from her back. LOL. Been dealing with those stuff like forever. I wonder when will it ends?

Baby is coming back soon, and I don't know when is the open house going to be. Cause mom is busier than I am. She can't even pick out a date which has provided by Ms Chan few days ago. I'm gonna pick a date for my own babi[s]. We got to catch up a little bit. 

Mid term exam, homework, presentation, research book... these all are making me drown.

I've been writing this post since last night. Gosh! It really does took me some time to write this..

So, I'm back from celebrating Mother's Day with mom and dad and some of their friends. I miss my man seriously. I thought of him being here. I suddenly miss the day we spend time together and he's wearing his purple blouse. It look so good on him, imagine his strong arm is like almost make the blouse explode. Oh my god... I'm melting. haha. I miss you!

Hey baby,
I miss you so much. How's your day? I'm busy. You are busy. Well actually I am busy and you are not. I'm so sorry. I thought after moving things will be better. But it's not. I got so many things still have to deal with. I still have to run up and down for all those stuff. My homework, my exams, my projects and my research books. I hope everything will end soon and my life will be smooth. I'm so tired. I wish you are here baby.

At the college and blogging. I was so freaking busy the other day. Homework non stop. Mom came back and then packing stuff. I mean unpacking stuff. Then she make me can't sleep. Were we in the same room cause only my bed is okay to sleep on. So, I gave up after 2 hours later listen to her [concert]. I move my ass to the living room and sleep at the couch. I mean I feel like it's only pass for half an hour and mom wakes me up saying it's 7 already. I clearly remember that when I move to living room it was 4. WTH?! I'm so tired. Well, good thing is mom treat me a Grande size Caramel Macchiato.(I don't know how to spell it right. Don't care.)

We were suppose to do our group project and I'm still waiting for my group mates to show up.Well... lets wait. I'm gonna get busy again. After class. Gonna go buy some stuff for home. 

J

Enjoy

Today is the Labor Day. My school is kind enough to let us have a school break on Monday. It's a replacement of the holiday which falls on Sunday. Yay! Mom is coming back tomorrow and the house is still a mess. I guess I'm gonna go back to Puchong cause I don't want to fight over a stupid broadband cause our internet is not available until 23 May. Seriously?! Anyways, I wanted to shout out 'IT'S FREAKING MAY ALREADY!' I'm so excited about it. It's freaking May! Oh my god! So fast! It's coming. I can't wait for it.

I took away my dinner. Spicy Tuna Linguine. I had it on my home, new couch. Guess what?! I accidentally flip my Tupperware and all the red oily sauces nicely lay on the couch. GREAT! I was scream OH MY GOD for I don't know how many times. I do freaked out. Seriously. If someone there in my house they are definitely gonna die laughing at me. Cause I was holding my face and yelled OH MY GOD! I ran to those unpacked boxes and take out the cloth for cleaning and wiping. Well, luckily I know where the cloth is. Or else the couch will be worst. When I'm rushing to clean everything, I knocked my toe once again. Is like freaking [syok]. LOL. Thank god I get to clean up the stain. Or else tomorrow I will get killed by my mom. 

So, hubby is talking with his dad on the phone. And my friendly upstairs neighbor is running here and there. I can hear it clearly. I think maybe he/she pour his/her spaghetti on the couch like me. LOL

It's May. April had been harsh on me. For god sake. I was so busy and I had a melt down. I cried in front of baby and I thought it was too much for me to handle. I can't breath. Like I have to call and call and call and do my homework and call and do my homework again and again. Seriously, this is crazy. I know. So, I'm hoping May will treat me well. 

Hi my dear baby, I'm gonna share my day with you as well... I woke up late. Get my ass up. Ate whole junk food. Drink milk. Do my homework and tadaaaa~ this is my day. Alone. At house. Well, most of the time is talking to you. haha. I'm so not romantic. I love you! 

29 April 2011

I'm gonna cheat a little bit. I'm writing this post on the 1st of May. But I totally forget about it. So, here it goes. Well this post is not about Kelvin's birthday definitely. He's non of my business long time ago. It is about us and only us. Unfortunately, this post is going to lock up. ha-ha! Cause I shy~

For my naughty boy