Good Morning

I usually don't blog in the morning. But no choice. The office door is still locked all I can do is waited outside. The reason I came in early is because of the brainstorm session. Now the door is still lock means the boss lady is still not yet ready. To be polite I'll just wait outside. Well, actually work starts at 930am. I should have sit and relax at Starbucks until this time only walk to the office. Silly me. Well, everyday Starbucks is a little bit too over isn't it? But without coffee I'm like a zombie. I'm like a drug user hahaha but it's about coffee.

Dinner @ Big

We are having dinner at publika. I miss my hubby very much. Today's work went smooth but still need to improve. Tired to blog about everything. Haha. Let the picture conclude everything. :)

First Time Ever

I supposed to put the photo we took last night. But the outcome is not good. The lighting is bad and effects everything. So I put the photo I edited with the apps and now I decided to jailbreak it. Cause the calendar which can note down our memories is only for 5 freaking days only.

So, today is my first time ever to ride on a public transport in Malaysia all by myself. Seriously! It's so insecure. I keep on looking at the board and very alert with the people in the cabin. Hahaha. Next time I ain't no bringing the stupid international magazine with me cause its so freaking heavy. Awarded myself with this Starbucks for being so brave and challenge myself. Haha! Good morning! Time to walk back to the office!

Lunch Break

After lunch break at the office. We got locked outside. Everyone went out for lunch and didn't left key for us. Waited for 15 minutes.

Thought of last night last post. I made hubby felt bad and cause him insomnia. I am a bad gf cause I always keep things to myself and expect him to understand. Haha. I know. I'm a bitch cause hubby is not the worm inside my tummy. He doesn't know what am I thinking. But sometimes I've been expecting too much and made myself feel really bad. That's the problem.

We didn't took photo for today. I was in pain. Every month that kind of pain. My mood isn't that good. I asked some really stupid questions today and in the end I made myself felt bad, in this case it was really bad. I felt really stupid and dumb and should have shut my own mouth! Why would I want to ask something that make myself feel bad? I knew the answer already. I always knew. But why? Why do I still expecting it to came true? Stupid girl lets get some sleep. Forget about it and never ever mention or ask or question that stupid question ever again. You knew the answer, just forget about it. It will become what it will gonna be eventually.

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Last Night

Since hubby went back to Taiwan we talk every night. YES. We do it everyday. Now, I've started my intern we talk less. But still I feel so much love from him. The things that make us happen are trust, appreciation and time contribution for each other. Yes, we got our own stuff going on but hey, if someone don't willing to spend the little time on you then he/she would never ever spend time on you. I am grateful for having hubby around. I love you so much!

Photo Diary

I think I better do it this way since I start my internship already. It's really crazy and busy at the same time. Pressure is really killing me cause the boss were expecting very much.
Hubby went back already. I guess I'm going to get use to it sooner or later. But every time when he get home he will be very upset. I feel bad for not being there for him. The only thing I can do is keep on chatting with him and make him feel better. I love him very much and I am surprise.
Well, I'm freaking tired after whole day going out. Spend around RM600 for accessorizing iPhone 4 and iPad 2 which both of them I robbed from mom. Bought some cosmetic from Laura Mercier, some brushes from a random kiosk at Mid Valley. Today I really went crazy on shopping. I literally used all the money that cost the intern allowance. But I am so satisfied with what I bought. Then I was depress cause my account will be zero. Shyat!
Good night!

Went to mom's primary school mate's house today. Chat for few hours. My mood wasn't good since last night. Things are bothering me and making me confuse. Went home in the evening. Napped for awhile and hubby's here to pick me up to his secondary school teacher's house for visit. Chat for awhile then we went for late dinner. Hubby is so good, everything he does are so fine. But why would he forget about what he said? He said he really wish I could be there to witness his graduation, he really wish I can be there and see him. I told him I would love to be there. But now, he forgot what he wish and I asked for once. I dare not to ask anymore. I really thought you won't forget.

能不能见面其实心里真的很介意。 很清楚知道因为自己太在乎了，所以才会那么在意。是不是慢慢的学会不要那么在乎那么着迷，自己才不会那么难过？ 好像只有我自己一个人在投入，在演独角戏。这样很累。做的再怎么好都没有用，好像是理所当然那样不会珍惜、可有可无。心里难受得半死，又要装没事，为的是不想让人难受。什么时候也会有一个人能体谅我心疼我在乎我的感受？

Hubby came back for days. We spend time together but we never take photos. Seriously, I think we are the couple who doesn't have much photos together. Only when he gets back I feel regret. LOL. Hubby told me some stuff that his mom warn him, it's funny and seriously fucked up if it really happen. But, I believe my man won't do this to me because he know how much I've fall in for him. If the man cares about you and love you really much, those things would not happen. Confident sial~ Well, it's fate. What else I can say?!

Brought babi Grace her present and dated her and the others on 8th Feb. Today is her birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABI G!! Thanks hubby and Ben for the ride. These two brothers came to my house and visit my parents and fetch me to their place. Spend some quality time with hubby and we had dinner at home. Went to 3rd aunt house for mom's vitamins and back home. I didn't drive today. Hubby is the driver. His skill is getting better! So proud! It's funny but I actually do feel proud of my man.