Our 10th Month

Can't believe it. We actually had been together for 10 months. Two month stick together like a twins and 8 months apart. I never expect us to work out, but we did it so well. The truth is, the longer we've been dating, the less words I can describe my feelings towards him. I just simply love him that much and nothing more I can say. Recently, there's a lot of the pressure from mom. He is going crazy, I am going insane and I thought that's it for us. Usually when mom issue came out, things won't work anymore. It just won't. It's either he gave up or I gave up. I felt so bad to stressed him up, but he took it nicely and more patiently. The way he react it's really giving me a lot more confidence and calm me down. If you finally found someone who gave you so much love and faith, why would you give up that easily? Every time I broke down, I think of him and the funny things he said and made. Always cheer me up. My pistachio! =)

Wasn't having a good mood just now. I don't know why, all of the sudden mood swing. We was chatting, and then suddenly, I felt very moody and down, don't even want to talk much. I don't want to throw my bad mood on hubby, so I decide to be quiet. I can't explain what happen cause I don't even know what is the problem.

Tan Baby!!

Nightmares

These few days I've been staying up too late (around 3-5am) and waking up too late (around 11 to 12 pm). Seriously, I'm like just coming back from USA and having jet lack. I felt so much negative energy around me, since the day we watched the horror movie. I think. I went to bed, I think so many things, then I have a dream, wake up with really bad mood. The most ridiculous thing is, I always dream about hubby cheating on me or going to cheat on me. Why never me cheating on him? I'm that bad meh? I felt so bad for hubby cause he will be so speechless and come and slam my butt for all these nonsense. But hey, I do feel insecure with all these things. I'm scare one day he might left me for this seduction when he sees the real world. What if I'm the one who can't stay because of those seductions? LOL. 

The parent is coming back tomorrow. Well, I was planning to have study/working group at my place so we can relax. But, since they are back, I need to clear the house and let them get rest. So many things to do and I realize I haven't do the listing stuff. So dead! Have to finish everything today. I wonder if the sketch book is going to hand on this Tuesday or not.

Hubby taught me that I can have a coffee before I work out. It helps to burn fats faster. Baby, I'm so sorry to have those ridiculous nightmares. It's really crazy and madness. When I get up I feel like killing myself for thinking too much. LOL. Looking back at hubby's birthday photo, we didn't even have a couple photo together and there's not much photo actually. So sad. Please take more when it's my birthday. I would love to see it again and again. 

Happy Deepavali

Happy Deepavali people. 

Went to do my assignment today with Kevin and Chloe. They helped me a lot! Thanks guys. It was freaking jam today because of the holiday. Spend some time chatting while grabbing our lunch and gossip a little bit as usual. 

Then we start working. I have to give some example about the high-end, high-street and low-end retail outlet. So, we worked this way, me and C talk to the sales person and keep him/her busy with us while Kevin snap photo in the shop and all the details I asked him to do. Well, his iphone 4 had upgraded to ios 5, and he can snap photo with the side button and act like he is looking at something else while holding the phone. OMG!!! He is so pro for being a paparazzi! Seriously haha! Thank you so much! I treat them for Starbucks for helping. 

I think, I'm gonna meet them tomorrow and the day after tomorrow as well. This week, I am so busy! With all the hang outs and field trip. Actually, the hang out is because of the field trip as well cause I need my babi[s] for help. They are so lovely!

Hang out whole day and I missed my hubby. This is what I need to sacrifice. I can't hang out with both because hubby is not around. I miss him so much but I can't text him that much because I will get scold and ask to go home. LOL. I truly wish hubby is here. I wish I can go to meet him soon. I wonder if he having good time now. By the way, I've collected the whole collection of Lauren Conrad and Hilary Duff's book! Yay!!!  

Bought some stationery for myself, and a book at Popular Bookstore. I'm so happy when I got them! So, we went to Kenanga Wholesale City yesterday with the group of 8. It was for the field trip and then, I was so stupid to buy things immediately at the first shop. Well, is not because of the first shop actually, it's because of me being so naive and listen to the sales person said they we design by themselves and having a factory at China. That's so fake and after I bought it only realize how stupid I am. There goes my RM100. Some more!!! I am the buyer for our group! Like seriously! How am I going to face my group if I make another mistake like this?! The buyer should let other people to do. Dang myself.

To the man,

Hi baby, I miss you everyday. If I say this is it, will you kill me? XD

Well, today we didn't talk much cause I don't want to wake you up so early since you finally got the opportunity to sleep. How was your sleep by the way? =) I'm waiting you to come home, in the mean time I am blogging. duh. I'm going to read the new book I bought home, I am so happy to collect all of them! I hope you are here so you can here me nag about how AWESOME they are. haha. I know you love hearing me saying the 'AWEEEEEESOMEEEEE' in my way. You just love seeing me doing stupid stuff and make you laugh like a kid. That's the thing I love the most. Seeing you laugh. I'm so happy when I make you laugh, cause you brighten up my day as well. Did I say I love you today? I love you hubby. I cherish you and so happy to be with you. Although I love being ridiculous sometimes, but I am still deeply in love with you everyday. More and more. Hope to see you soon. Love.

Field Trip Fashion Advertising

Today I supposed to be having holiday. But we have class replacement for the Depavali Holiday. We have a field trip about advertising class and need to do the market observation for those retail store. Well, today we didn't do it quite much as we eat and talk all day. I have my own idea which outlet to do, and going to do it day by day. 

I miss my hubby boy. He wasn't feeling well these days. I am so worry about him. Silly baby. I'm so in love with him cause he is my silly boy! Ahahahahaha!

J, a letter for you. 

My hubby doesn't feel well and he refuse to rest. He opens his skype using his ipad and plug the earphone and insist me to watching him nap. He don't let me off the skype cause he wanted to listen to my fan which can makes him sleep. How could this silly baby be so cute? I love him to death. Maybe the word I used is too extreme. But this is how I feel. I can live on my own, my life would be normal to be without him, I won't die with or without him. But with him in my life, everything is perfect, is complete. He is the soulmate. I wouldn't say this in front of mom because she thinks is nonsense cause I'm only 23 years old, she thinks how would a only 23 years old girl will think the guy is already her soulmate while she haven't see the world.  Well, who knows if I never try.

Went to aunt house at Puchong today, spend the whole day with them. Miss them so much. Had so much fun with the precious little monkey. Well, I know hubby have a rough day with his vacation stuff and also the neighbor renovation stuff. I felt bad for him cause he need to take care of everything in the same time he got no enough rest time.

J, your letter. I love you.

J, another one for you.