摊开来说又伤害了谁？

勇于面对自己的感情。承认自己犯了错因为偷窥隐私权，侵犯了另一半得自由。这样伤害了谁？其实，摊开来说反而是一种释怀。不管结果是如何，至少大家都明白了。现在的我们是更加的强大，还是隔得更远？双方要对此事负责。庆幸的是在这个时候没有人失了耐性，出口伤人。庆幸的是，大家都长大了所以更加了解彼此的脾气。说出了大家的感受，心理的确踏实了不少。开心的是我们携手渡过了。

A little fresh air to breath

I've been working on my assignment for a week now. I'm really slow because usually, this kind of assignment is in a group form not an individual assignment. So, when you get to degree, everything is individual and you have to deal everything yourself. I did. I have to.

Writing report is an easy task for me. Photoshop the picture and creating an invitation card, designing a logo is not my forte. I don't really have the skill, I have the idea of it, but to make it happen... it's really hard for me. Cause I usually have my creative team with me, those girls are damn good. They are like playing magic with their fingers and vioala!! Everything comes out picture perfect. I'm regret not taking the computer subject at Raffles KL, I need the skill. Lesson learnt, just because you had the experience before, doesn't mean you know everything now. People have to keep updating itself in order to keep on track with the society!!! I'm a caveman now! I have to buy the Photoshop for dummies to read. LOL.

Had a little chat with John before he went out for his gym. We were talking about someone, that the boyfriend is constantly asking his ex/crush out and he is actually asking her to go to his place to sleep over cause the girl stay at another state. So, my opinion is, if the guy is not loyal and not care how the gf will feel, why would the gf need to care and be loyal to him? But John was saying, asking her out for meal is not a big deal, letting her stay over is not a big deal as well. hmmm. I mean, if you let ask someone to stay over your place, doesn't it mean something already? Something is going to happen definitely. Then John was like, you girls think too much. But I'm glad that he's not like that. Because he is so open and let me check his facebook. He promise nothing like that would happen. I mean, if this happen to me, I would have crush his life. I can't take it if my bf does this to me. WTF you want to be with me if you still can't stop contacting your ex/crush?! I really cannot take it and I will not hesitate to end the relationship. Why? Because if my bf doesn't fucking give a shit about my feeling, I will not care either. I will definitely not do stuff like this to my bf because I care how he feel to be betray or hurt. And John thinks that guys will run away from me & my friends because we are so agressive like that. LOL. Guy who cares about you and cares about your feeling will not run away.

Alrighty... I have to go back to my work now. Stupid design part is taking my life away. 

Stay Home Do Assignment Day

This week is the production week, it's technically the study week for us. So the whole week we stay home and slack... I mean do assignment. LOL. I have 3 reports and presentation in the coming week plus exam. Well, my friend we saying they wanted to visit Blue Mountain on the last week of our course so they said do the presentation earlier so we can off earlier. Seriously?! I don't even know if I can finish it on time. Damn semangat la everyone.

2 Movies in 2 Days

 

 

Watched The Great Gatsby on Sunday. The cinema here is freaking expensive and not as good as in Malaysia. Movie is slow to launch. But anyways, I enjoyed this movie because it's really glamorous and the fashion is impressive. I want to go to the Gatsby Party. I would want to watch this again seriously. 

So, another movie I watch on Monday was Fast & Furious 6. When my friend asked if I wanted to watch this movie I immediately said ok. Cause I'm dying to watch them... I mean The Rock. Hahaha. I really so in love. I mean, I love John more. haha. This movie ticket was 25 dollar because it's a premier. Well, it's a very huge place and comfy seat and they served free drink. But still, 25 is too much for a movie. Now I really appreciate Malaysia's cinema. Talked to John's sis and she was laughing at me. 

p/s: when I'm doing assignment, I decided to update my blog every single day. LOL. I even updated 2 post today. WTH!

Working Out Day

Been working out for few days and my muscle is seriously killing me. But the thing is I kinda enjoy the soreness and I love to torture them and make them even sore until they are shaking like crazy.

I'm working out with my own brand right now and I had the name already called Embrace. But I'm still hesitating on doing a clothing line or jewelry line or shoe line. I know I should be sure on what Embrace is but.... Well, this project is for the public appearance and events. So, I just need to think of a very eye catchy and wow factor to catch media's attention and wow my lecturer. GTG! ♥♥

Not so hectic schedule

So, school life hasn't been harsh enough to me yet. I just done a report and presentation last week and 3 more to go. I'm having lots of fun when I'm here and I really enjoyed myself. I wonder how much I'm going to miss the moment like this when I get back to Malaysia. Well, I've planned. I told my mom about it, and I think both of them are happy. I just want to help. I hope I'm that capable on doing things for them. 

May treated me really nice. I have a blessed! haha. I can't believe that we are at the other half of the year now. Time pass very fast. I'm so glad that I came here cause seriously I don't know where else I'm gonna end up at. If I can't continue my master, at least I had my experience here in Sydney. I really wanted to work here but I'm not sure if this is gonna be easy since I have 0 working experience. 

Recent post has not much pictures cause I always use my Samsung to take picture where I can't sync it directly to my laptop anymore. So.. Bye now.

From Kuala Lumpur To Sydney

The time past very fast. I've been here for 3 weeks, and thank god I made friends. Even though they are friends from Malaysia, but still I made friends from other countries. I see changing to a new place made my life better. Why would I say so? Cause I feel healthier now. My boyfriend know why. haha. I'm living a good life here. Waiting for friends to come visit. I've been to a few places thanks to my friends. I'm still enjoying the life being a tourist here. Haha. I miss my family and my boyfriend.