One word. Sigh.

Hi baby.

You have no idea how much joy you've brought me. Everyday ever since we've been together. So many ups and downs we've been through, so many unforgettable moments. Every time, I want to take pictures of us just to make me feel better when you back to Taiwan. I am going to put our photos in my room on my wall so you could be the last person I see before sleep and the first person I see when I open my eyes.

Soon, we are going for a trip to the beach. I'm so happy about it and the most happiest thing is I don't have to lie about it. I'm so happy that we can spend such quality time being together. During these times, I know you even more, and also your family. I love you so much hubby. Few days more will be our 8 monthiversary and we are going to celebrate with my mom and brothers since mom and Johnny is going back and Jeff is still here. Celebrate it before we left to Lang Tengah. LOL. I'm just kidding. I Love you. Good night. Gonna continue my work. 

My cute little man. ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

I'm so in love with this man!!!!

He left to Sabah for a 4 days 3 nights trip with his family. I'm here for my assignments and also my mom and brother is coming back soon. So much things for me to do yet there are so little time. But I can't blame other people cause my time management sucks big time. LOL.

By the time he gets back, I think we are not going to see each other for few weeks... because of my mom. again. Can you believe it? I'm 23 years old. Is not like I'm dating a gangster or rubbish. Just don't get it. After I've explained, still she wouldn't listen. Never gonna fight or talk about it anymore.

Busy with those sketches and design. I really wonder what courses am I taking now. I know I shouldn't be complaining too much as a student, but I'm taking marketing course, even though is fashion marketing but still I need to draw a lot. WTH?! I seriously need a trip. Beach, sun, san, sea, and love~ I wonder if I can survive through this course. It's really freaking me out semester by semester. I'm not a quitter but I do chicken out sometimes. =(

I miss you already.

我们往往在失去时才明白自己曾经拥有的东西是这么美的；however, 当我们能够拥有一样东西时，我们才会明白自己从前失去一些什么。

谈过几次恋爱，曾经强迫自己去当别人的完美女友。成功了却失去了自己。当把自己找回来了却失去了男友。有时候，把对方想的过于完美当必须和他一起相处的时候就会发现他并没有那么完美。所以，不要要求太高。要不然会很失望。谈每段感情都非常认真，有时心想是不是太过于认真所以被[吃死死]了？被对方看死自己会不舍、bla bla bla... 虽然告诉自己不要那么认真了，可是，别人是无辜的。总会有一个人会发现到我的用心，珍惜我的爱吧？！终于被我遇到了。与其说是他暗恋我，不如说是我们从以前到现在都没有忘记过彼此。

他是那个我永远都不会忘记的人。不知道为什么，他的名字在我的记忆里一直存在。他不是那个容易让人忘记的人。那次在中学遇到他过后，名字更加深刻。偶尔他的名字，模糊的样子会出现在脑海里。因为心里的不甘？哈哈。就是很记恨他对我的冷漠。在中学的时候，我算是很出名的人叻！看到他的到来我很兴奋，因为是小学同校的。上前跟他打招呼表示友好，竟然请我吃柠檬！然后就很不爽这个人了。谁知道，这么多年以后竟然会爱上他。找他算旧账的时候，他说他忘了这件事。我想我太执著了。所以不曾把他忘了。哈哈。爱上他，是一件非常浪漫又可以增长知识的事。爱上他，因为他的成熟稳重吸引了我。更爱他，因为他的耐心包容感动了我。有时候自己是故意找渣，他还可以很有耐心的解释。可能他会忍不住脾气炸开，可是他还是会事后道歉再解释。对我，他真的很有这种耐性和能耐。他很体贴，体贴到让我真的很无地自容。我的一个动作一个眼神他就知道我在打什么主意。而我就很白目，需要他的提点或者是过了一段时间才会发现他的异样。很感激他所做的一切。所以很珍惜这段感情。我知道妈妈不喜欢我们在一起，因为当中有一些误会。只是，现在我真的很开心。我只想现在。未来还有一段时间，只要我没有影响到学业我认为一切都很好。现在只要有时间，我只想和他腻在一起。这段感情中，双方一起付出感情真的会比较好。大家会比较珍惜彼此。

亲爱的，我想念你了！你知道只有我在想你的时候才会有那么多感想的吧？ I love you.

Spending lots of quality time with the man and his friends and family. They were all friendly and nice. Not to mention all the misunderstanding/awkward moment. Things are perfectly fine. Too bad, someone would never listen to my explanation. Anyways, time will prove everything. I don't need to talk much about it.

This week, I spend my time with the babi[s].

On this week, I had celebrated John's birthday.

Vince's birthday. Too bad I forget to take picture of the cake.

and Kevin Ho's birthday.

These 3 guy's birthday is very near. Glad to have the time to hang out with the babi[s]. Also, hubby brought me to somewhere although I don't like those place but I did enjoy the moment with him except for the second day. == Talking about it, I feel so sorry to hubby cause I know it's not his fault but I purposely make everything complicated and difficult for him. I felt so bad and pity for him. So much love for him!! Greatest guy ever. Seriously! Compare with others he is the best.