Woke up at 12 today. o_O! I'm so exhausted. Then I went to Giza Mall to do grocery shopping since I'm going to spend some time at Sg Buloh. I've bought a lot. I went up and down around Damansara area. Went to One Utama and TTDI. Phew~ That's crazy.

Got home, packed mom's stuff. Chat on Skype. That's the day.

Seriously, I don't feel like blogging. I'm sleepy all the time. I jogged and worked out. My abs sore. I have been ordered to do some work. I'm gonna leave to Sg Buloh to complete my job. So, this coming Thursday, I will have another concert to work for. I don't know how's the pay. But the last concert I worked haven't paid me yet. Yikes!!

I want to buy new clothes, undies, shoes, bags and can I get a phone? My iphone not even reach a year, and it's having problem already. I can't silent my phone. I want a BlackBerry Torch and I hope I can get one f.o.c. Ha-ha! I'm dreaming.

I ate a lot these days. I worked out a lot these days. So all of these equals to nothing. Damn!!!

I got a hair cut today. Look fresh and clean. Yay! Had brunch with Chloe at The Central just beside the salon. I was so freaking hungry and I think I can eat a cow! After the hair cut, we drove to One Utama for our movie The Tourist. It's awesome. I mean Angelina Jolie. ha-ha. By the way, before headed to Klang. Me and Kevin was saying that we are going to meet at Grace's house cause it's more convenient for Vince to fetch us. Then, we both arrive around the same time. Funny thing was, we didn't call each other while we reached. We played our phone, called other people instead of calling each other. So we waited... waited... and waited until I felt weird. End up he's waiting in front of Grace's house and I'm waiting at the space I parked every time. If Vince be the driver, he sure knows where to pick me up. ha-ha!

I had so many stuff to eat today. The Ice Cream, the Roti Boy Buttermilk bun, The Auntie Ann Lemonade, The Shimino's Chocolate Cheese Cake and Banana's wrap, Tong Sifu's porridge. Well, I get to punk those two babies during dinner time. I've ordered Wong Lou Kat, a Chinese herbal tea, it was bitter. I ask them to drink it and they showed the funniest face!! I get to teach Grace some Chinese words. I hope she remembers the 10 Chinese word I taught. Ha-ha!

I'm so freaking tired now. I got to sleep. Tomorrow Granny is leaving. She's going back to Muar. I'm gonna miss her like crazy. One good news, I got exempted for the English Second Language stupid course for the moment. But if I'm going to continue the Degree, I will have to enroll it still. I hope I can get exemption for HRM also! As less as possible!! The less the better!!!!

Good night~ I'm dead tired actually!!!

When L met S -- Love Is Beautiful

She has bad temper, he was a bad tempered. She is selfish, he accept her with a big heart. He said he's not good enough. She thinks that he is perfect. Nobody is perfect. In her eye, he is. He is different. She sees the different. She wonders if others notice the different. He loves her deeply. She adores him crazy. She felt sorry. He said no big deal. He calms her always, with his big warm smile and silly face. She loves seeing him smile. He's stressing out, she couldn't help. All she can do is smile when she sees him, to calm him down, to let him feel safe and worry-less. She told her friend that she's going to work this out. Her friend told her to work this out. She thinks this is real. He thinks this is commitment. She's not yet ready. He's on standby mode. He's always there for her. She always runs towards him. She trust him, she rely on him. She told him that she's afraid of something. He gave her promise. She knew that promise should not give out easily if you can't fulfill. Yet, she believes. She never lost faith on love. She knew there will be someone right for her. 

The First Day

The first day to new school... I woke up freaking early in the morning just to prevent traffic jam. End up I reach there 45 mins earlier. Everything went smooth, and met new friend. English test was like wth! Ha-ha! Sneaked out half way of the orientation, had lunch with Shirley and Sam. We chat and chat and chat. Chloe came after our lunch, and we gossip like crazy once again. Bought a belly ring. So pinkish!! Bought 2 outfits. Bought some stuff at Guardian and Watson. Had dinner with Chloe and Kevin at Sushi Zanmai.

Today, there's a girl was talking with her friends like crazy. The bf was injured and she still talking with her friends and ignored the bf. The girl was such a bitch!! She keeps on talking and talking and left her bf alone and disappointed. The bf was waiting for the concern from the girl. And the girl ignored the bf whole day! Yet, she don't even bother to reply a message to the bf. How ridiculous could she be?! She's really a jerk!! The bf did not blame the stupid girl for ignoring him and yet he blame himself for bothering her when she's meeting the friend. That girl is really such an asshole and should be grateful to have this kind of bf. If I'm her!! I will keep the bf and don't let other people see him. Stupidest girl I ever seen in my life!! Girl!! You should be grateful and thankful and blissful for having this kind of bf. Do you know lucky you are?! Stupid shit!!! Geramnyer!!!

Anyways, the day was great. Until I realize how awful I am. SUCK BIG TIME!!!!!

The Dream The Fantasy

Ok, I had the weirdest dream ever. Well, it can be count as a sweet dream I think. But, that depends on how Mr. J picture it. ha-ha. 

So, I read a book today. There's a short article talking about the proposal. When a couple decided to settle down, should the guy ask for the lady's parent's permission to marry their daughter? This makes me wonder. I think the guy should. Because for me, I really wish my daughter's boyfriend will ask if he can marry my daughter. But weird thing is, so what if I don't agree. They are in love. Or they are going to run away from me, find a place where no one knows them and get married? This is so freaking sad. I would love to have both of my parent's sincere bless for my marriage. Not the disagreement. Okay, I'm gonna stop this. I'm freaking myself out. What am I thinking? 

By the way, I wasn't feeling well this evening after I ate tons of junk food. I had the dark chocolate, breast shape white chocolate, milk and green tea chocolate which brought back from Japan. I had some crackers, and a coffee. I had milk candy which also from Japan. I had papaya. I am craving for sweet taste. I have the weird symptom before the [auntie visit]. I will crave for sweet taste and I will have certain normal symptoms for lady who's before having the [auntie visit]. Anyways, all of these food makes me feel sick. I realize I didn't drink water after I had all these. I am not a water lover person. I can forget to drink water the whole day and make myself sick then I would looking for Auntie Ann's lemonade. ha-ha! Whenever I'm having headache I want to get myself a lemonade. It calms me down. Always!

I am waiting. I am awake from the nap. I usually go to bed at this time. But I just woke up. I wonder what time I will fall back to sleep. School start on Monday. I have a orientation to go. I have to test my English because the stupid SPM English weren't good enough for me to get through. Well, SPM is like 5 years ago. Damn! Wasting time. I can't wait to meet new friends learn new things. I hope the new place will be a peaceful wonderful environment. I'm too old for drama. I can't handle it. >.< 

I wonder how my result will be. I am nervous. ISH!!!

New Year New Beginning

It suppose to be a good start. Due to some reason my mood is not that okay. Things are not that bad actually, but it somehow got my nerves. I'm having good start in everything, I appreciate it and I don't want to let anyone or any matters to ruin it. Finally there's a second chance, bright future, great person appears in front of me. I just want it to be smooth and easy. I want no drama. I hate drama. Especially it drag myself or my love one into the mess. Stupid shit! Sigh!!!

Anyways!! My Chinese New Year will be celebrate at Taiwan!! How awesome could it be? I've been there few times and every time I spent few hours over there -- the airport. Ha-ha. It's for transit. Boring!! This time! Finally I got the chance! One problem is, the outfits! I don't want to spend on those clothes which I couldn't wear at Malaysia. I hope mommy will be kind enough to sponsor me. One more month I will fly to there and spend time with the fams!! The favorite time in my life. Family is the priority.

p/s: Stitch, I will be fine. I'm just upset because of what happened.