Just come back from school and very [semangat] to blog. ha-ha. Well, today was okay except the classroom's air-conditioner broke down. It was so sticky and heat and disgusting. We were all drawing like no tomorrow and I'm glad that I could finish the sketches on time. 

I was so emotional today after I wake up. I don't know why. I don't remember what I dream about, I thought it's the dream cause me, but I don't remember a thing. I just know that I'm extremely miss my man. So much! He was having bad day again. The bike repair thingy is driving him crazy and I think he's taking his nap now cause he didn't reply my message. He's so nice cause no matter how late I message, and if he notice it he will definitely reply. So sweet! Love him so much.

I'm waiting for mom to get ready for dinner. I don't know where are we going but I'm the driver for sure. We are going to do some grocery shopping cause mom is going back tomorrow. Dad went back this morning and duh... the step brother (the youngest brother) did something to hurt dad again. I don't know what was he thinking. Such a brat. Whatever!

Hey baby, I miss you! I've been thinking about you all day long. I was thinking about the trip, and the day we gonna spend together when you get back. I'm gonna stick with you as long as I can, better if it's 24/7. LOL. I think you gonna wake up and read this with your dinner. I love you so much!

p/s: something happen today in our class. I mean, student being late/absent and being punish is not the lecture's fault. Guess what? Some of the student was saying that they are going to complaint about the lecturer. They are bullying her because she is new in the college. Well, my opinion is... people, do you know what is respect? You late and you absent for classes, the lecturer said you are failing for attendance, that's your own problem. Is not like the lecturer point the gun at you and force you being late and not to come to the class. Now that you are being punish, why are you saying the lecturer is a bitch and curse her? She do not deserve this kind of treatment. She's doing her job. Being strict is wanting us to be perfect. You guys are not appreciating it. How stupid you are when you say out loud about how you gonna do to her in the class. I think, you only got the words, do you dare to do it? I don't think so. Use your fucking branded bag to hit her la idiot! No respect to the teacher, how your parents teach you for the last 20 over years? I felt pity for the parents and the lecturer although I'm not happy with her picky attitude towards our homework :( But I don't think it's appropriate to behave like this. NO GOOD! 

Stay home all day. Work out a little bit and start doing my homework. Well, I didn't spend much time on it seriously. I only draw 10 garments. I feel so lazy now. All I want to do is....... I don't know.. Maybe I just hate garment class and history of costume class. Or maybe it's just because of the lecturer. I don't want to do anything.

Well today my man is not feeling ok because of the bike thingy. Also, he teared his work out shirt accidentally which is very expensive one. He was not in the mood. I feel bad for him. Tomorrow will be going to class and end of week 7th. So fast. 4 more weeks will be the final week and I will be busy on handling research book, homework, and final exam. Most important thing is!!! My man is back on that time! Yay~

I slept at 3am last night. Well honestly, I didn't do any of my homework as I felt that I've been so busy for the whole previous week and I wanted to relax. Turns out, I get used to the busy life. I feel so empty when I didn't do my homework but still I insist of not doing/touching/seeing them. So, after end the call with hubby, I watch the drama at PPTV. It was nice and touch. That makes me miss the man badly. I miss him so freaking much.

So, I saw in island documentary film at Facebook and it does catch my attention. I went online and check out the price. Guess what? RM700++ for 3 days 2 nights. You think per person?! NO! It's per night. Seriously, I'm not joking!This is the room rate I've check. RM360 per night and another one is slightly higher. I want to go! The sea the beach the sun the environment! Damn! I want to have a romantic trip with my man. Took tons of pictures and make an album. 

Letter for you. 

Lazy Day

Today is the lazy day for me. Non productive day at all. I did some work outs and I went to The Lai's to pick up my stuff. Then aunt ask me to join her to view her soon to be new home at Putrajaya. Freaking awesome ya'll! 9 rooms and all so freaking big I mean gigantic! FREAK! So, it was nice and I made a reservation for myself. haha. I do nothing at all today except for moving a lot of stuff and shoes from Puchong to the new place. Mom and dad is going to faint if the see the shoe rack. Damn!

I miss my boy. He was doing some sexy stuff today and almost made me fall. Cause it's too sexy. lol. I was suppose to do my garment homework today and I didn't. I prefer working out. It was killing me at first, and now after I ate some biscuit at aunt's, I choose to torture my fats again. It was fun although my tummy now is killing me. I'm so sleepy. I don't want to waste anytime already. I'm gonna do the laundry and unpack everything I brought back before mom kick my ass. Well, these days me and mom are doing so well. I mean, she's like a mom. Ha-ha. She never cooked or take care of me before. She's the workaholic mom and all she give is money... very little amount of money. Then, she cook for me, taking care of my life and now, I'm gonna miss her cause she's going back on Thursday. I feel sad already. Who's gonna cook the half boiled eggs for me although we have the egg machine thing. Who's gonna blend the nutritions fruit juice for me although I'm the one who teach her and gave her the recipe. Who's gonna said to me my coffee are great when I make a coffee?! I miss my mom. LOL. Such a drama queen. Well, she's coming back soon at July I think. 

Got to go now. Be back soon. 

When..

... I'm tired of doing the report I tend to write here. ahahahaha!

Well, mom went out for [urut] with her friend. I'm home cause I'm rushing for my assignment. I feel like my liver is going so down. Is like exploding anytime. But, mom has been a very nice women lately. LOL. She cook for me. Seriously, she never cook and she's the business women. Don't ever expect she will cook. In fact, she cook and she prepare dessert as well. Says will help me gain more [qi]. So sweet la my mom! Anyways, she's really a wonderful women. She had a very rough life as you guys knew me and knew my family story. So, now she is doing better and better, her friends come back and visit us. Well, this friend was a very very long time friend from dad first company. She was mom's colleague. Then that's a very long story and I don't want to reveal her privacy. She was facing a major problem in her family, mom see her friend's current condition is like seeing herself about past 8 years ago when she needed help the most. So, she helped her friend. She felt bad for her and she was upset actually. Well, I told mom that she can help whatever she can as long as she has the ability to do so. I'm so proud of my mom. She the super hero. 

I miss my man. He's on the way back from Taoyuan for the sexy show. LOL. The picture really scares me. Baby, I don't want you to be like that. That's seriously too over. I mean I'm ok with it, but are you really going to do it?! Seriously?! I don't want to bleed whenever I sees you. I will die of lack of blood you know?! LOL. I miss you so much! Love you!

所以我是一边赶报告一边浪费时间。好啦，写blog不是浪费时间好不好！很想念那个亲爱的男人勒！I don't want to write in Chinese anymore cause the man will laugh at my stupid grammar.
I was busy doing my report and yet I can listen to music and blogging. You know what? I actually love my life right now. I have a boyfriend but he's not here. I'm not being ironic or sarcastic, it's true. I have a boyfriend but he's not here. He's at another country. Both of us are doing our own thing. We didn't stick together as much as other couple did. In fact, we are closer to each other compare with other couples. We do not waste our time on hanging out or what. We do the things we need to do. We do the priority matters more than dating. This is what I love about. I don't want to be like before which most of my time was given to the boyfriend. How about my homework and family? Now, I hang out more often with my families and I am so busy with my work. We are fighting for our own future now, and maybe later we can live better life. Isn't it? I've wasted so much time on hanging out and doing not so important things. Well, some ask why not just be single single? Not single but not available. Hmm... I think this is a responsibility and motivation. I feel safe to be in this kind of relationship though. It gives me faith on how I can handle my own relationship. I've always been missing my man. I always have thinking how good he is. And the cheating/betraying part? Well people, if you do not trust him, why would you want to be with him? Seriously, if you don't believe your another half, let's just be single. I trust my man very much. Another thing is, I do not simply go flirting with other guys. Once I had a stable relationship, it's a commitment. Not good to break a promise if you've promise him to be with him. Betrayal is no good. NO GOOD!

It's hard to find a person who knows me so much. Is like we've been hanging out forever so he could knows what I'm thinking. He knows every little details of my action. No, he is not a stalker of course. He's a very awesome person. With fantastic personalities. Great charming guy. Makes me feel so in love. He might not be perfect in his own eyes or in other's people eyes. But, he always is the perfect person in my eyes. He's life is full of positive energy and so passionate. When I'm talking to him, I felt so much from him although my face is like already cacat. But, I do felt it inside my heart. Everyday, I always think that I'm so freaking lucky to have someone like him. I want to keep him for myself forever. Never gonna let him go. mua hahahaha!

You guys might think I'm still in the honey moon stage. This stage already pass few months ago. Our honey moon stage is over. Cause we don't talk like we used to be. We used to be very funny and always say something disgusting. Now, we are even more disgusting. LOL! Have you ever felt that you another half is the person you wanted to share everything no matter good or bad in the first time? With him, I do. I felt this way. No matter how mad I am, I want to tell him how I felt. It might let him feels like I'm throwing all the blame on him but actually I'm not. I'm telling him cause I felt that I will be okay if he knows about it. It's selfish I know. I might have bothers him. But, if he feels okay, why not? He will let me knows if he don't feel okay with it.

Anyways, I hope I can write this long at my report. God damn it.

I came apart inside a world made of angry people

i found a boy who had a dream

making everyone smile

He was sunshine

I fell over my feet

like bricks underwater

how am i supposed to tell you how i feel

i need oxygen

oh baby if i was your lady

i will make you happy

never gonna leave, never gonna leave

oh baby i will be your lady

i am going crazy for you

and so i found a state of mind

where i could be speechless

i had to try it for a while

to figure out this feeling

this felt so right

pull me upside down to a place

where you've been waiting

how am i supposed to tell you how i feel

i need oxygen

oh baby if i was your lady

i will make you happy

im never gonna leave,

never gonna leave

oh baby i will be your lady

i am going crazy for you

you dont wanna keep me waiting

staring at my fingers feeling like a fool

oh baby i will be your lady

i will make you happy

im never gonna leave,

never gonna leave

oh baby i will be your lady

i'm going crazy, yeah-ohhhh

tell me what you want,

baby tell me what you need

anything i ask baby give it to me

baby give it to me, give it to me

give it to me, give it to me

baby give it to me give it to me

came apart inside a world made of angry people

i found a boy who had a dream

making everyone smile... 

I was doing assignment and this song suddenly appear in my mind. I miss my baby.